hapPy biRthdAy cAssY babe!


hAppy biRthdaY QueK!





{.Your love is extravagant.}




[earwaxx: Timmy Thomas - dying inside to hold you]

It's turning out just another day
I took a shower and I went on my way
I stopped there as usual
had a coffee and pie
when i turned to leave
i couldn't believe my eyes
standing there i didn't know what to say
without one touch
we stood there face to face

i was dying inside to hold you
i couldn't believe what i felt for you
dying inside i was dying inside
but i couldn't bring myself to touch you

you said hello then u asked my name
i didn't know if i should go all the way
inside i felt my life have really changed
i knew that it would never be the same

I wanna change song to why fill me up by buttercup, but i dunno how to upload the song. HELP!


{.Your love is extravagant.}




alamak! forgot to take photos yesterday!

shin splint's back.
back again! sings to the tune of shady's back. haha

guess what?
Poh Seng Song is....
singapore's current fastest men for 200m. well, UK Sham is still number 1 for 100m laa. surprising? well, there's always a time for everything but when your time is up, something new is awaiting..

Yesterday's race was superb. I was tearing up inside, so much fear therein dwell before the race. I didn't wanna give up hope just yet, i hadn't train for the past week cuz i couldn't run. blardy shins laa. had to keep icing them.

Praise God, tape my shins, still hurting but hack laa. mind over matter. Thank God for giving me courage and strength to complete the race. I came in 3rd but i got DQ. you know why? cause the officials said i deliberately kicked down the hurdle. I did deliberately kicked down the kuku super heavy hurdle, the rule is that any part of your arm touches the hurdle then is DQ and you are allowed to kick the hurdle. Thinking that I faulted, the officials did not take my timing. like WTH?!

When they finally realize i wasn't supposed to be DQ, they couldn't do anything instead, they put it aside.

My bronze medal? my 6 points for TP? i ran with my blardy hurting shins for what? such injustice. UGH.

but nevermind, at least I know I did my best and I won a gold medal in your heart. thanks for the hello panda, the bar of snickers my friend sat on and WWJD tag. coach is sooo proud of me. I never knew this race i ran inspired and motivated so many of my team mates. Thank you all who offered prayers for me, cheered me on. Thank you boon, stew, aiping, elis.. i love TP track team, you rock!

officials need training man! false start also never halt the race. Boon came in 4th and they wrote 7th?! like helloOooooooooooo. anyway, i got into finals for 100m hurdles. heex!

Then there was a guy who was wearing hawaiian prints, pretended to be a maintenace guy came into the female toilet and took photos of my friends bathing. who does he think he is? so daring. I rather he steal the clothes and money and hp and wadeva was obviously on the bench, VISIBLE to him than to take photos. Totally disgusting guy! if you happen to be readin this, the police are after you, it's no use running, cuz the TRACK team was made to CHASE after you! So give yourself up and be cleanse before the Lord. God is just and will forgive your sins. Get a LIFE!

spell me a beautiful day.
visited the hourglass exhibition today. sooo cool. i love the girard-perregaux manual dress watch. total elegance. total me! =)
had a celebration at wildfire today with aunty wendy, ting & nic. Jo, you totally missed out on a good dine out and total happiness shopping at m)phosis. m)phosis is having a store wide sale at citylink. up to 70%. way cool. bought atop. skirt and a dress. wheeeee! elated.

i miss you!


{.Your love is extravagant.}




Miss Seventeen turns 2!

Look out for babes who are waiting to be crown miss seventeen 2004.
a big big big celebration.

who wants invites to Miss Seventeen Birthday Bash??

date: 7 sept (tues)
venue: Zouk
time: 7pm
Admission strictly by invitations only.

To get free invites,
please leave your name, number on the comments.

RSVP by 1 sept 2004 (wednesday) 12 noon.


{.Your love is extravagant.}




CCN day!!
had a booth selling royal sporting house products at Wayang Studio.
caricature at design. this hard core guy who did the drum beats with his throat is super cool!
exchanged a box of not so nice honey corn flakes for another one at another stall. haha
qiuYing, how's the photo?

thank you shawn for the yummy donuts!

brand mgt quiz was alright.

today's a fun day! ccn day is always fun. this year wasn't much of an atmosphere probably cause the year 3s are all having attachment. but then again, it was the same last year. business had all the food, itas had all the funny stuff. engine was selling sausages and more sausages and spare computer parts. like niche target market huh. des was selling hamsters, fishes, hair braiding.

IVP's tmr at home ground.
support TP. Tp will win the raCe!
400m & 100m hurdles.
shin hurts when i run.
fear dwells but
gonna run with all my strength.
all glory be to God.

gonna runnnnn off..
red nose reindeer dsyfunctions.


{.Your love is extravagant.}






You are Bugs Bunny!
You are fun, friendly, and popular.
You are a real crowd pleaser. You have probably been out on the town your share of times, yet you come home with the values that your mother taught you. Marriage and children are important to you, but only after you have fun. Don't let the people you please influence you to stray.

Ever wonder which cartoon character you are most like?

Click here to find out.


lemme tell you a joke.

what did Sushi A say to Sushi B?

"Wasabi?"

when i asked eugene, he said "how come you have sashimi and i don't.

For the guys serving the nation, this is dedicated to ya!
Have you ever wondered what life would be to have only 1 peice of toilet paper to clean the shit out of you?
well, maybe not? click here.

[earwaxx: sister hazel - All For You]

Finally I figured out, but it took a long long time
And now there's a turnabout, Maybe cause I'm trying

There's been times, I'm so confused
All my roads, They lead to you
I just can't turn, And walk away...

It's hard to say, What it is I see in you
Wonder if I'll always, Be with you
But words can't say, And I can't do
Enough to prove, It's all for you

I thought I'd seen it all,
'Cause it's been a long long time
But then we'll trip and fall,
Wondering if I'm blind

Rain comes pouring down
Falling from blue skies
Words without a sound, Coming from your eyes.


{.Your love is extravagant.}





happy birthday dar-lynn! =) 

{.Your love is extravagant.}




YOU & I BOTH

words & music by jason mraz

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
What you and I spoke of
Others only dream of the love that I love

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Now you and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of

and it's okay if you have go away
just remember the telephone works both ways
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of words.


{.Your love is extravagant.}




God of wonders beyond our galaxy,
you who set the stars in their place.

you are holy.
i am torn.
absence is to love
the faith rekindles.

a prayer away
faith.
a mustard seed.
indeed, you give & take away.
you give & take away.

what a wonderful day it is, though i been on the same thing since noon. 5 hours spent writing a 4 page report. whaha. no wonder i'm stuck, kinda brain fried already. last evening was spent in serenity at one of my favourite hangout of the moment - changi beach. not because there are many trans, but becuase of the yummy nasi-lemak. rox! haha. besides that, i get to be so near the planes. i love watching planes fly by.

ever since i was a kid, i been daydreaming of someone bringing me to the fences of which i could see planes flying above me. planes are soo sauve, with those loud macho engines, the beauty of the machinery all functioning together, the green and right signals, the fact that it takes my mind of everything stressful and.. i just love everything about it. planes are so

The only setback of it would be to be standing by the fence, and seeing the plane fly away with someone special in it, knowing that i lost him forever. which hopefully doesn't happen in my case, or else.. let's just not think about that.

thank you for bringing me out to where i could lie on the grass and watch the planes fly by, feel the breeze of the sea, to watch the twinkling of the stars, to njoy the serenity, to see the kuku nice body trans (they seriously freakadidoodadae, legs are soo super nice, but too bad) unfortunately, we didn't manage to eat the nasi lemak and the car ride. nevertheless, i'm thankful i have you. *beeeghug and ya laaa.. i love your smile.

Absence is to love what wind is to fire; it extinguishes the small, it enkindles the great.
- Comte DeBussy-Rabutin


{.Your love is extravagant.}




Miracles no longer happen?

well, miracles still do. and it happens everyday, every minute of our lives.
All we have to do is to open up our thankful heart. everything in life seems so mundane, everything and everyone else takes life so simply that no one ever really stop for a minute and give thanks to God for the things He has bless us this day.

I believe in miracles, and i am gonna stop to thank the Lord for it.

This happy moment is all that matters.
and i'm gonna share it with YOU.

Thinking about it, just yesterday, i could hardly walk without numbing both my shin with ice every 2 hours.
faith. God is indeed real, and that i really have to say.
just reading luke 9:1-2, i learnt a meaningful lesson.

In the name of Jesus, both my shins are healed. just a simple prayer and all the throbbing pain in my legs has disappeared.
Thank you so much, Lord.
i'm overjoyed.
Yay! i can walk.. i can walk.. i can walk!


{.Your love is extravagant.}







{.Your love is extravagant.}




aaaaaaaahhhhhhhh.. have you ever felt like screaming your lungs out?

well, i do but i shall not. the coffee during lunch isn't helping. i'm tired. the quiz today was good. i'm broke but suffice. took a cab cuz i tot i was late and my bags were heavy. i don't feel like training anymore. running is boring. i wanna jog at my own pace. i wanna run my own race. i want everything that reality today cant give. i need you. i hope your getting along fine. i know nothing is impossible. cuz everything is possible. why is the lab closing in 5mins? ugh. i wanna go home and cry under the pillow. i wanna lie on the grass to watch the sun set. i wanna feel the serenity of the sea breeze. i don't want to be where i am now. i don't wanna train, i don't wanna train!!!!

so much to say. so much to do. i dunno where to start.

Start.

So much.

End.

this feels so much better.

before i forget, happy birthday mel-


{.Your love is extravagant.}




time. time and tide waits for no man. funny how we always have to meet deadly datelines, to rush to be punctual at tutorials and how i sometimes wish i could turn back time.

Funny how time flies when you joke and how it snails when you rest in between a race. I hear people say, life's a race against time.

instead, to race with time is the ultimate goal. I would then know what it is to enjoy life, don't you think?

Wheeee! I had an enjoyable 2 hour long lunch at Saffron with SCMC earlier.
I had 2 mini bread loaves for appetizer, yummy beef stew as the main course, some soup which tasted kinda herbal and a mocktail called sunshine. Sunshine tasted better than love-note, the other choice of mocktail which looked like cough syrup commented by uncle sam.

Sunshine had a fizzy carbonated taste with lemon, lime and orange while love-note tasted much fruitier and in that sense, sweeter with lemon & orange. Oh yah, and not forgetting the desert, nicely decorated and delicious peach biscuit thingy.

Imagine how much time spent waiting for the food to be served. And usually, waiting time calls for a time to be spent taking shots of the happy moments, but this time, the camera had only 1film shot left. Like how ________ that was. kuku jamie *knocks head*

and those who werent able to make it, there's gonna be another time.. YAY!
xinyi, i hope ya feeling better.

However, rushing against time? nah, not one of life's desire.

How long have i not been able to live life at its best to enjoy the serenity in chilling out?

moments like this is what makes life much more easier to live. one moment. it's all it takes to live.. to love..

lunch was relaxing, at least I didn’t have to worry about the time passing me by.

ookie. back to service marketing. rawr!


{.Your love is extravagant.}




ugh. stupid microsoft. my internet explorer is down on me. it keeps hanging and hanging. only for this moment when it hasn't take the toll on me YET, i shall seek the chance to blog. heex! been busy with MR. Sales Mgt and Newater mama. cant wait for the holidays and probably the SIP.

once in my life i'm actually looking forward to working. time to buy TOTO, guys.

just realize that my face is in super bad condition. sorry, my dear face. havent been taking enough care of you.

From today, this will be my regime.

*8 cups of water
*1 cup of honey
*1 facial
*10 hours or more of sleep
*dilligent, i shall not be lazy.

I shall not be lazy.
i shall not be layZ.
I shall not be.
Dilligence! here i come. wheeeeeeeee!

[earwaxx: Oasis with Slide Away]

Slide away - and give it all you've got
My today - fell in from the top
I dream of you - and all the things you say
I wonder where you are now?
Hold me down - all the world's asleep
I need you now - you've knocked me off my feet
I dream of you - we talk of growing old
But you said please don't !

Slide in baby - together we'll fly
I've tried praying - and I know just what you're saying to me

Now that you're mine
I'll find a way
Of chasing the sun
Let me be the one that shines with you
In the morning when you don't know what to do
Two of a kind
We'll find a way
To do what we've done

Let me be the one that shines with you
And we can slide away.

{.Your love is extravagant.}




1. Wake Up !!
Decide to have a good day.
"This is the day the Lord hath made;
let us rejoice and be glad in it."
Psalms 118:24
I shall keep telling myself this during that time of the month.


2. Dress Up !!

The best way to dress up is to put on a smile.
A smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks.
"The Lord does not look at the things man looks at.
Man looks at outward appearance,
but the Lord looks at the heart."
I Samuel 16:7


3. Shut Up!!
Say nice things and learn to listen.
God gave us two ears and one mouth,
so He must have meant for us to do twice as much listening as talking.
"He who guards his lips guards his soul."
Proverbs 13:3
yeps...I learnt in camp glory that if u have nothing good to say, dont say it. working on it.


4. Stand Up!!
. . . for what you believe in.
Stand for something or you will fall for anything.
"Let us not be weary in doing good; for at the proper time,
we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.
Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good..."
Galatians 6:9-10


5. Look Up !!
. . . to the Lord.
"I can do everything through Christ who strengthens me".
Philippians 4:13
Indeed, God nvr fails. what more but to look upon the author and perfector of our faith.


6. Reach Up !!
.. . for something higher.
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
and lean not unto your own understanding.
In all your ways, acknowledge Him, and He will direct your path."
Proverbs 3:5-6


7. Lift Up !!
. . . your Prayers.
"Do not worry about anything; instead
PRAY ABOUT EVERYTHING."
Philippians 4:6
Amen!

courtesy of feli.

{.Your love is extravagant.}




Guys, mostly men. Simply are interesting creatures that excite women. They not only spice up the life of yet another but also brings about the suaveness in tall-dark themselves.

There seem to be much of a stint of an 'ah beng' in all men. Even men in cool blue cotton cuffs shirt with neatly ironned pants accompanied with shiny like pimpled-face shoes. Those, you think spend leisure at jazz.

"Can i have a look at that?" said the man at the make-shift fruits stall at Tampines interchange. The owner passed the ready packed packet of plums over. "ehh.. i think i want the other one." i overheard.

Upon observation, carrying a set of Straits Times and a black book, the man posed leaning more on his right, peered over the packet of plums he was holding. "Uncle, got nicer ones anot?"

it's totally amusing just watching the way guys interact with fruits. They simply pick what seem to be the best, may lie wicked inside.

my point.

men & plums, don't go together.

{.Your love is extravagant.}




i sense confusion.

i'm searching for something which i know not of.
some answer to some question
some reason to some behaviour
some explaination to some uncertainty
some logic to some thoughts
in short, i'm searching in vain.

recently, i've been
hopelessly reaching the limit.
now that i'm free from rushing in & out
it defintely feels good to be home, finally.
i feel something amiss.
i want a change.
a change in me.
i don't wanna feel the thunder.
i don't wanna feel the fear.
if only time could stand still.
maybe i would know
what's in for me & you.
angel dust.
badly needed.
ur out of my lead.
too nice for me.
cars on the highway, planes in the air
i wanna sink to the bottom with you.
somehow, somewhere
things are getting mundane
weak me is getting tired.
1988 marks my race.
never again.
where are you, my inspiration?
my deepest motivation.

{.Your love is extravagant.}




yay! i finally found my way back to 'bloggy'.

[ spinning: lemon tree ]
it was nonetheless a long, exciting, tired week.

monday. made lotsa grace's friends. celebrated ndp with grace & yilin. chilling out with them was fun fun fun. it went back to doin girly stuff like pigging out with dried chestnuts & rocher beancurd, eyeing for eye candies, uniform dudes, being all patriotic and crazy without a care in the world. hahax. that's just the start.


caught in the act.. tattoos anyone?

now you see it..

now you don't..


yilin & grace..


wheee.! babes on the look out.


maddy & me.


while waiting for the crowd to moveeee.


we'll still waiting..


still waiting..


liony patriotic?


geylang's rocher beancurd

tuesday. had proj meeting in the morning at 930. as usual everyone else was late 'cept angel'n & myself. blah.
at 12 was lunch at mensa. unagi don. rox! reported for LTC (leadership training camp) at alumni lounge. and yay! gerie's in my group. who else's in? erm.. whoever's in group 8. i'm seriously having dory mem. now. dieee. er.. me, gerie, catherine, pris, herwin(leader), pei yong, errr.. ailin, eric, this tall guy from design, this other guy with face hair, and this other rebonded hair babe. lemme see what the book has to say. seriously, i don't think it's helping. anyway, it was all workshops today, a little outdoor of pitching of tents and a tpsu game where we had to spin ard the stick 10 times, skip using the hula-hoop to another point, scoop a cup of water and throw it into the pail, the guy is holding. haha. the main objective was to fill the bucket with water. you bet we were the champs!

training was bad that evening. i fell against the hurdle and hurt my knee. how demoralising.

wednesday. we went for ELP with the efls. the otherside of school behind the swimming pool. we conquered the low elements. thank God it was the low elements, not that i'm afraid of heights but trust-fall? that really scares the wits out of me.

we did the transporting of 2 planks of wood from point A to point B, while keeping our feet on it. total coordination and rocking cheers.
then, there was the huge seesaw, where 40 over people got on it and had to balance it. that exercise was exhilaring. the first time we balanced it, someone scream and it toppled and the second, the guys were like "don't scream, don't scream. " so when we got our balance, someone said "shhhh." and we toppled. hahax. however, eventually, we managed to balanced ourselves for 2 mins 45 seconds after 14 minutes of balancing and toppling. not forgetiing the numerous splinters on my butt. wheeee! we had the balloon game too where we had to burst it with our butts and gather the alphas in it. haha. i went behind some guys who burst their balloons and gathered their letters cuz they forgot and walked away. so smart of me and so dumb of them right?


jamie the hedgehog

played beach vball with the SC crew for a while until i caught a glimpse of him with sunglasses at the back of his neck. i rushed up to the des canteen and i couldn't spot him anywhere, instead i saw simon who had sunglasses hanging from the back of his neck. it couldn't be that i missed him soo much that i started imagining things. which could possibly be true, but cannot be laa.. so dramamama. eventually, i found him. grin* he bought me chocolates which could fill my empty stomach after going without lunch & dinner & breakfast & lunch. awwwww. when i saw you, i wanted to be your koala almost immediately. but trusting in the big boss up there is soo much more important. yepps. very very happy that you came down just to see me. =)

we had a whooping good time even tho' cass wasn't in my group. we still met up for photos and more photos esp during the bbq. muahahah. then, there was show time, the usual stuff where each grp had to perform an item. moSt boring part of the camp. as a result, photos and more..

eric, the tell des guy, me! group 8*

cass & me..

me & pris

the funky us.. haha. that's darren!

me & darren yet again.. boreD!

eric, me, pris

gerie, pris, mEee

pris, me, jamie, cat, angel'n
after that, liwen, xinyi & i played monopoly at SC room. haha. so funny. i bought clarke quay, marina sq and orchard, liwen bought almost all the train stations. and xinyi keep gettin into jail. haha.

thursday. graduation for school of business!! layZ eddie didn't bother to register. at 12, met sel, mira, rach, cass, gerie, qR & myself for food comm amigos. wheee! i attended session 2 of the grad which was at 2pm. lemme see who graduated, there was like alot laa. i cant wait for my turn and i wanna get gold tOoo! be sure to come by next year, same time to witness man!

from top (L-R): rach, jen, mira, sel, gerie, qr, cass, me.

i wanna graduate toOo!!!!

we rox no matter what other people say, cuz we really do!

nad & meee. courtesy of nad.

jon. / rach.

me & hammy terrrry.

after that, went bugis for dinner at V8. was kinda falling sick
already. soarthroat. sleep deprived.

friday. SC meeting at 845am. rawr! did my proj. guess what? the blardy zip disk was screwed. it couldn't read any of my files. which determines its spoilt. like what the.

after all the confusion of spss. i left to book my PT for 1 sept, only left with 3 slots. being sleep deprived me, i rushed down to cdc. only after taking the queue number and stoning for a while, i realized i havent got my FTT result slip with me. silly me. aaahhh.

in the evening, watched spook at suntec convention. a musical by faith community. i tell ya, it was soo freaky laa. like i'm so NOT into horror shows. i seriously detest it. but i had no choice or rather i erm.. ya, i didn't really have a choice. while waiting for the show to start, scary scene of a girl in big white cloth was showing on the screen and people with scary masks were walking around scaring people. so pratically you can hear screams consectively. there was one who sprayed water at me. like rawr! God save me. the musical finally starts. the dance was fabulous that i just wanted to praise God with dance all over again. the musical was actually a display of magic tricks name it the 5 levels of pychic manifestation.

1030pm, rushed back to school for track camp. played a couple of mind-boggling games. lemme test you. imagine the equation 7 + 7+7 +7 was all made of matchsticks. form an equation that equals to 6, if all you could move was 2 matchsticks. after that we watched an american football movie, rudy. was supposed to be an inspirational show, but after 1 hour of watching, i fell asleep.

sat. woke up early again. cant help it when its camp. u just have to. went for pool training and played water polo. wheee! we won again! caught 4 episodes of spy groove while trying to keep my eyelids from closing. spy groove is this really cool cartoon where only intellectual people catch it. my favourite character is agent #1. woopie! haha. all the puns and youknowwhats makes the whole show really hilarious. tried to book my PT again, and guess wad? when i got there, it was closed. how unfortunate?!

sun. isn't that like today? haha. going serangoon stadium for interclub competition ltr. but i hardly have any energy to race. today's not my day to run. so i choose not to. call me a failure, but it really difficult trying to fight the fears of the hurdles and the tireness that lies in my body. mind over body, i tell myself. it isn't ez being me.


{.Your love is extravagant.}




oooh. National Day!

my happy list for today!

* good weather. sunshine =)
* everyone enjoyed themselves. Fellowship DAy!
* bought myself a new shirt.. wheee!
* went out with mel
* evelyn gave me lime green earrings & a lime green bdae card!!
* mel gave me ang bao. haha.
* i saw my yellow taxi at fossil! so nice. so nice! i want it!!
* ate my gram's yummy 'woo le ban'
* your :) sms
* chatted with hohon! don't be too disturbed, hugs*
* shuyu's lame jokes and her sense of directions.. whaha. but thanks for sending me to grams!
* chatting with king
* i watch I-robot.. interestingly funny

however,
i'm kinda dreading about the week ahead
the days to come.
aaaahhh
but God said don't worry, for tomorrow will worry for itself.

oh well, i shouldn't but..
i cant help it. ugh. silly me! God is like in control of all things and i keep worrying as if worrying could add a single day to my life. right. silly me. blah.

i'm gonna make a promise to myself, which is to get enough sleep despite the bziness of the week.

leadership training camp.. i hope it helps. hahax. i hope cass & geri would be in the same group as Meee!

oh yah. dumdidum dino loo! wack my knee twice with the rugby ball. super painful laa.

alrighty. i'm off. tiGger dysfunctions.

boin'
boin'


{.Your love is extravagant.}





anyone wanna join goldie for dinner?

meet goldie!

isn't she just soooo adorable?

elated!

this little cutie is soooo discipline, not like lynn's auntie's dog. i tell you why. 1stly, she doesn't chase after me. 2ndly, she doesn't go around haunting me when i eat. 3rdly, she doesn't jump on me! 4thly, she rocks!
i'm gonna own her someday! yay!

she was my star for today. she brightened up my day. was actually kinda disappointed that i couldn't go blading at east coast today. the sc meeting ended late late late plus had to be home early for dinner cuz grams were coming over and goldie came too.
sorry eunice! couldn't teach u how to blade today. anyway, my place is having pasar malam so anyone need company? i'll be there.
eugene>> grin*


{.Your love is extravagant.}




finally a breather. exams are over. i wont be surprise if i flunk any cause i'm stoned! total lack of discipline & focus. whatever the grades may be, i thank God for it is by grace that i may receive impressive grades.
but funny how many of us seem to be on the same boat, ehh.

later into the afternoon, left my comfort blue room for training. while waiting at the bus stop for '8', i was thinking how nice it would be to have a taiwanese sausage from the pasar malam when i get back.. whee! then a stench of smoke came rushing up my nose when the wind blew. i hurriedly went back the next bus which came. the smoke came from the buddhist thingy that they were burning at the field just behind the bus stop. gosh. my nose couldn't take it, kept sniffing.

all the smoke brought to mind about the word 'coffin'. came upon this word on tianshi's blog. her pastor was saying 'money for the coffin cant bring joy.' how true is that? i pounced on the multiple questions that came rushing to my head. i mean, being a sporadic thoughty ME, i cant help but think of so many things concurrently. why do people spend money on a coffin? why do people put a dead inside a coffin? i mean, like isn't a coffin a wooden box? isn't life soo weird. i dun think i ever want to be put into wooden box, would you?
you must be thinking, then put where? At this point, i miss my stop again, or rather i forgot to get down from bus 22. so abt the coffin, i havent thought of another solution yet.

training was tiring, worn out mind. but my chiongster spirit is coming back. overjoyed! oh yah. i was kinda pissed during training cuz i was just half a foot away from the fella before me and that had caused me 0.32 seconds. ugh. reminded me of the past competition where i was a foot before the fella but she had bigger bust so she got in! UGH. it's sooo not gonna happen to me again. i'm gonna make sure i stretch my hand like flaggin a cab. heh. lynn said to get pointer boobs but like.. eeeeeeeeyu.

had dinner at 85 market with 2 beefcakes, eric & chris.. see i remembered your name. anyway, food.. sambal stingray, sugar cane with lemon & satay beehoon. yummilicious!

well, i just found out that my holidays are screwed! i hate it. how am i gonna complete my projects?! i had it all planned out and that includes meeting my darling alecia and playing a game of tennis and going for photoshoots and attending your graduation. Now, it's all gone cuz being a maincomm in Sports Club. I have no choice but to attend a leadership training camp from tuesday to thursday! =(Beside that, i have my track camp from friday to saturday. Sunday? is interclub competition.

how how? i'm like worried and a bit panicky already. esp when i'm year 3 with expectations to meet, project mates who always get carried away and that my project is way lagging. crap laa.. help!
God, how how? please guide me!

i am happy =) and i am sad. =(


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stumbled upon this statement, 'humans are weird, chasing after the things we know we cant get.' well, it cant possibly be untrue, can it?

i cant help but agree. we, humans just want everything from cheap flicks at Johor to expensive castle dreams. It's funny how one can travel across the crossways just to catch I-Robot for 8 ringgit and then realize you bought tickets for the wrong show, and you thrash it. And end up buying another pair cuz you perceive it to be cheap cheap. but doesn't that add up to S$8 bucks for a slightly bigger seat, flexi rules of bringing in your own food.. which is probably a cheap thrill with a bigger hole burnt. a rare species? not really. somehow, that's how our brains work. heh

So, we choose to save, indeed. (but somehow, it just seem to be saving, but in actual, we aint really, like how i always feel rich, but i ain't. rawr!) To chase our dreams of a BMW Z4, or maybe a porche for a start. In addition to the studio apartment and the mansion and the in house gym and the 'we cant miss out on the pool' and the black horse and the multiple pretty 'i wants' and the list just doesn't end.

1 cheap thing = cheap, many cheap things = expensive.
Often we say we want to live a simple life, but in actual fact, we DO want a simple life but we cant miss out on the stylishly decorated home with the expensive furnishing. that's how the equation came about.

Funny how life works. we just live.. and die. Live to chase our dreams within the limitations of life. and Die leaving everything we have been working all our lives for.
So, why do we chase the dreams we know we cant get?


{.Your love is extravagant.}




1.

Dim Sum Dollies.. the Revenge!

i wanna watch Dim Sum Dollies. Sel too.
Venue: The Esplanade
Date: weeknights, most probably 11th Aug.
Time: 8:00pm
$$: $18 only, special rate for students.

approx. 2 hours
The Dream Academy Production

2. The Notebook
3. Moscow Circus
4. Mean Girls
5. Peter Pan.. ooh lalala. i lurrrrve peter!

any takers?? tag* tag*


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say helloOo to my new specSs

funkilicious.. dodadae! wheeeee!
total elatedness.

If i say something that can be interpreted in two
ways, and one of the ways makes you sad or angry,

i meant the other way.


{.Your love is extravagant.}





i am red!


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i'm booooored.

i'm like staring at tigger, and tigger is staring back at me.

i feel accomplished.
but boooored.
lemme see what have i not done.

1. revised brnd mgt.
2. create a college book mark
3. write notes for sales mgt 3 chapters
4. pedicure & medicure
5. feet spa
6. QT
7. read "my single men are like waffles, single women are like spag"
8. exercise

all checked?!
i'm bored... maybe i should write another play.

call me please.. i'm boooored.


{.Your love is extravagant.}





that's myyyy chair!

{.Your love is extravagant.}




Ever wondered why people react the way they do?

Or rather about oneself..

who am i?
what am i?
why do i like certain things, and not the rest?
what are my motivations in pursuing life?
how do i like my romance?

well, here lies the secret of the GURU! plus, it's free..

Personality 1: Knight in Shining Amour, Queen of hearts

People who have this personality: Lancelot, James Bond, Robin HOod, the apostle paul

Personality Type in Profile Surveys: Choleric, Dominant, Lion

Characteristics of this personality type: They're task-orientated, extroverted, dominant, & focused. They love new experiences, co-operative environments, & being active. They prefer to be the leader who is focused, in ctrl. They're skilled in making decisions & want to get on with it once the decision has been made. These people are great natural leaders.

Prefences in Romance: They like adventurous activity (if they're in charge), CLubMed, hiking, anything they decide is a good idea, making lists, & checking off the goals. Never take them on guided, directed tours because they will want to take it over.

Motivated by: Control of the decisions that affect his/her life. If this person is not in charge, he/she needs to always have options to choose from.

Personality 2: The Hopeless ROmantic

People who have this personality: Cupid, the apostle peter, RachelAnnabelleLum

Personality Type in Profile Surveys: Sanguine, Inspirational, Otter

Characteristics of this personality type: They're people-orientated & extroverted. Thye love to be the center of attention. They like to meet lots of people, and they prefer new experiences that are fun, unique, exotic, daring, active, & adventurous. They fascinated w personal, once-in-a-lifetime experiences. The more public their life is, the better they like it. They make great sales people & help others enjoy life more.

Prefences in Romance: They like anythign new, entertainment that is personal & touches their heart, human drama (plays, musical, concerts, sporting events), adventurous outing, exotic getaways, & any time they get surprised with their own idea.

Motivated by: Attention

Personality 3: Wind Beneath My Wings

People who have this personality: Superman, Barnabas

Personality type in profile surveys: Phelgmatic, Steady, Retriever

Characteristics of this personality type: They're people-orientated & introverted. THey're naturally relaxed, easygoing, and stress free. THey take life as it comes. They do not like agressive problem solving, busy schedules, or high expectations. They most prefer time with people to talk.

Preferences in romance: A light schedule, simple activities, time to relax, escape from reality, fexible options, and entertainment when there is plenty of time to enjoy it. For them, the most valuabel thing is an atmosphere of acceptance because the best event is good company!

Motivated by: Acceptance for who they are rather than for what they do. Respect.

Personality Type 4: True Blue Lover

People who have this personality: Romeo & Juliet, the apostle Thomas.

Personality type in profile surveys: Melchancholy, Cautious, Beaver

Characteristics: They're task-orientated and introverted. THey like what is predictable, scheduled, significant, & controlled. They love to learn & handle details very well. The key to working with them is to do what we said we would do.

Romance: Do what you said you would do. Events that are discussed ahead of time, guided tours, meaningful entertainment, educational outings, museums, historical tours, constant encourgament with flowers, notes, & sincere feedback, honest & complete discussions, & exploration of the emotional complexity of life. THey key is to remember significant dates & details - anniversary, birthday, first kiss, favourite colour, etc.

Motivated by: Structure & order.
Bill & Pam Farrel

Which one are you, my dear friends?

i think right, people change so therefore, one can be an introvert the first half of his/her life and then an extrovert the other half of his/her life. Well, people change due to character change.
A man's character is however determined by the decisions he make in life.

so choose to dress well, and i'll choose ya. hahaha.

after so much typing, my hands are tired. all i have to say is....
your life lies in your hands. choose life.


{.Your love is extravagant.}




i condemn the word 'discuss'.

it's the world's most disgusting word.
it's the word which made me fall head first.
the english word which made me crashed dummy.
aaaaaaahhhh. i don't like you. i don't like you. i don't wanna see you anytime this week.
appearing more than 6 times on the bloody paper this morning.
i hate hate hate you.

dis·cuss ( P ) Pronunciation Key (d-sks)tr.v. dis·cussed, dis·cuss·ing, dis·cuss·es
To speak with another or others about; talk over.
To examine or consider (a subject) in speech or writing.

super 'discussing' word. ugh. i'm disgusted.


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5 things to do today...

1. chill out with hot coco & hagen daaz ice cream
2. moscow circus
3. shopping fashion-on-the-roll
4. pedicure
5. study

i miss you! i think...


{.Your love is extravagant.}