I'm just not gonna geddit!@5/31/2005 02:54:00 PM
i'm still stuck at the same topic.
i mean i know i'm not supposed to question why.
because it's not about me.
in fact, nothin's about me.
so what's the point of struggling to achieve the status
and thought i did it all,
after getting back my results.
but hell, no.
i didn't get it. i didn't get it. i didn't get a Z for it.
why all the effort i put into?
why all the struggling of wanting to balance friendships and work.
why all the stop the CCA.
just to achieve something i would never have.
what's the point?
what's the point?
what's the point?
i should just replay the tune of junior year.
the best of my poly life.
Seriously, dreading graduation, 15th july.
not that i'm not eager to leave.
BUT, i'm just not gonna get it.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/31/2005 12:08:00 PM
oh. beard papa ran out of choc eclairs yesterday.
nay-nay.
i'm having bad throat infection.
don't speak over.
my head's going a mile before me.
i shan't think.
i shan't think.
DON'T THINK kuku!
some people say the one who causes the pain is the only one who can heal it.
in fact, i think not.
God heals but doesn't cause the pain. He just allows it.
And the fact that i just wanna stay faraway from you and your world.
proves everything.
the pain. the bore. the indescrible sore.
is so much of a chore.
that i wanna runaway from it.
please just stay away from my dreams.
you ain't the doctor anymore.
sob. i hate the throat.
STOP thinking.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/28/2005 04:02:00 PM
rawrs. the last time i ever waited for someone for an hour was 2 years back. wad a vicious cycle. it's back again.
first was kenneth, then my buddy la. the always late cia. right zhi? then was preston, now, it's you..
oh no! looks like i'll never be able to be influenced to be early with late birds all around me.
i shan't name names, but you know who you are. haha. i was dead late. late dead for class this morning. boo! bad influence, you people.
caught the floormatch match between singapore & denmark. i wanna say so much but guess i better restrain in case i get sued. haha. the loaves are really bad with their asses. boo. The score's tied; 3-3.
the worse for that matter is to be sitting beside an opponent's supporter. guess after the break, he realises he's on the wrong side of the boat. oh! the poor ball got flatten twice during the match. super funny. my best player award goes to number 9! jill quek.
singapore orchids rocks. you gotta move it move it. haha. i can't wait for the next match on monday! singapore vs hungary. whaha.
oh! please don't pounce on me. i'm weak.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/28/2005 03:43:00 PM
woke up and the phrase 'money is the root of all evil' flooded my mind.
use money wisely and it wouldn't hurt you.
money can't buy anything the soul needs instead only fulfills the worldly attempts of satisfaction.
i learnt as long i'm happy, i'll spend money on you.
Money has taught me to share. I mean not that it has but rather money spent on things that can be shared makes the atmosphere of things a little lighter.
like ice cream, learn to adapt to different flavours makes the taste buds a little sweeter.
buying others meals like what onion does makes my day.
no confusion. no expectations. no airs. no bad aura.
And to me, it's good to feel that money no longer matters.
money spent can be earned back. And if i reckon to be broke in a few weeks time, i'll go find a job.
I don't wanna spend the rest of my life working for money which ends up in the banks for my future and the vicious cycle goes on.
looks like i finally understood the use of money.
God bless me with money to bless other people.
don't work for the money. but let the money work for you.Use it wisely and unselfishly makes the world go round.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/28/2005 12:15:00 PM
IJ pixies unite!
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/27/2005 11:03:00 PM
Michelle Branch, Corrinne May, Peter Pan.
What do they have in common?
the idea of flying away.
when troubles seeks nearer, people run, people hide while other people face it.
but why flying away.
i think the vast-ness of the sky, the wonders of it all no one comprehends.
So why the sky and not the sea.
The sea speaks of fear within. The fear lies within the creatures that live deep, think sharks.
They are so not harmless. they eat and bite humans.
While eagles are less harmless, i've never heard of any sudden suicides.
The sea floods, the sky doesn't crumble.
Humans can run, but they can't hide. they can swim and somhow get drown.
But can we fly?
I always wished for something, someone to take me away to someplace where noone can find me, where's there's peace, hope, love and joy. Which is often impossible to fly away. It's always human's tendency to reach for the impossible. Because impossible is nothing.
The sky spells a beautiful day. Everytime i'm sad, i stare into the sun. The sun's orange, a bright happy colour. The stars in the sky never fail to amaze me. it's would be just so nice to be so close to the sky. Freedom! can you smell it?
serenity in the sky.
cool breeze in your face. 9no need aircon)
close to the sun.
floating on the cloud.
catch falling stars.
always the silver lining.
always the rainbow.
always the bright twinkles.
lift me up from my dreams into the sky, we fly and dance on the clouds tapping from one to another like sweet mashmallows that never melts.
Dreams spinning. don't wake me up.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
world of my own@5/27/2005 12:38:00 PM
woke up one morning to a whole new world..
MY world.
tested the fortuner. it spells A-C-T-I-O-N.
above the rest, smooth on the road. all eyes on me.
nothing unspecial.
driving beside a mini-cooper is the last thing i'll ever wanna do.
cuz i'll never be able to stop laughing.
So who wants a modified duck tour?
i learnt that what looks good, doesn't mean its a definite good for the soul.
And when it comes to man & cars, practicality is non-existent.
but i still like the fortuner, not the picnic please.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
what a girl needs most..
@5/26/2005 11:31:00 PM
retail therapy..
...with a girlfriend.
now guys, that is one thing you can never replace, so understand why butches are taking over your world. hahaha.
on the bus to meet my psb..
after uploading the fuels ( 1 beard papa choc eclair & cheese dog please!) to our bodies..
we are up and ready to go.
for the first few hours, into the branded shops we entered, we came out in despair cuz there was nothing that caught my eye. nothing nice. for the first time, the GSS preview is so boring!
Eventually, the dizziness by candle brought about a change in view, that's where all my inspiration came back. elated.
spinning: Mc fly - All about Younono, you don't deny me of your kisses..oh, btw, my comp's kinda spoiled. lappy's getting lazy.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
Ever wondered why, lyrics about 'flying away'?
@5/25/2005 11:56:00 PM
I had my hair cut. nay-nee-nay-nee-boo-boo.
monsters-in-law is a stupid show stupid show.
but if you need ya daily dose of abs training, then you should watch it.
I like Ruby. she's cool.
i like billy bomber's choc malt.
i like beard papa's choc eclair.
i miss having carbo in my diets.
i like evian's spring mineral water.
walking from bugis to PS is relaxing.
peeped into NAFA, this drawing of a sunset by the sea looks really enchanting.
Sel, ther isn't any $8 skirt in you-know-where.
liverpool won.
carrie won.
rumpelstiltskin. i am styled.
happy girl; living in the bubble of my dream.
How do i look?
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
Patience is a virtue.@5/25/2005 12:50:00 PM
some people think some couples break up because they become bored of each other.
other people think some couples break up because they never love each other in the first place.
i think couples break up because they lost the patience.
And all they need is a transfusion of love.
Are you low on love? Down to your last does of forgiveness? Scraping the bottom of the barrel of patience?
You may be trying to give what you've never received.
And yes, totally how i feel. Once a thought that maybe i was pre-deem to remain single. I can't seem to strike well on relationships. The little things that I do will never take over the world to make you smile.
It's always so tough, like whatever i do never seems enough. I know loving people isn't easy. It's always so stupid when females are always the one who has to accommodate to everything else the man wants. The man however calls it submissive. total MCP. these people should move to japan.
Why do people set expectations which are so high for me to achieve. Or maybe I'm such a failure. I have to fit into your schedules, fit into the company of your friends, fit into your seriousness of life, fit into the movies you like, fit into your likes or else you would scream at me.
i feel bad whenever u flare up, but then again, it's kinda stupid whenever i get nudge when it's not my fault.
i'm on my last drop of patience. Everytime i think of you, it scares me. All the weird questions keep creeping up behind me.
I don't wanna speak a word. Everything i do, never seems right. I just keep trying until.. okay. i'm tired. I had enough. I give up.
Patience is a virtue. Which i do not have.
i should probably live my own life, the way i'm lovin' it.
picture of the day:
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/24/2005 11:50:00 PM
Singapore's like small.
And this is just a silly thing that keeps me occupied.
Went toa payoh for lunch at mos burger.
Then my friend and I thought of a number.
'7' & '3' and so there was a bus 73 but it only goes a short distant from toa payoh.
So no thanks. haha
We decided to search for a place. hmmm. then i thought of bus 145.
Then yay. it matched. We ended up after a 40 min ride to Chinatown.
we past by hong kong street. haha. sel, that's hong kong for you!
went around snacking on egg custard, hazelnut turkish ice cream. It's a good place to buy camp food. haha. cheap cheap. headed to ACTs, and I got myself a pretty cute tee and a good read, 'love worth giving'. rocks! extremely satisfied.
celebrated peilee's birthday at fish & co. we had salmon caesar's salad and seafood platter. haha. prawns prawns. we planned for a birthday song sang by the soloist on the guitar and a cake. but i guess she wasn't that surprise due to the massive number of birthday celebrations being held yesterday. She was quite malu when she had to do the traditional fish & co 'stand on the chair' while everyone in the cafe wished her happy birthday.
fish & co's a great place to celebrate birthdays cuz it doesn't matter if you had only 1 friend. haha. you can adopt friends, get a free slice of ice-bomber and a live song request. cool right? i hope u enjoyed ur little birthday surprise and present altho it's kinda gold. haha.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/24/2005 11:40:00 AM
Your dating personality profile:
Religious - Faith matters to you. It is the foundation that you build your life upon. You trust that God has a plan for you.
Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of humor. You don't take yourself too seriously.
Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate. | Your date match profile:
Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart.
Religious - You seek someone who is grounded in faith and who possesses religious values. You believe that a religious person can enhance your life.
Conservative - Forget liberals, you need a conservative match. Political discussions interest you, and a conservative will offer the viewpoint you need. |
Your Top Ten Traits
1. Religious
2. Funny
3. Liberal
4. Big-Hearted
5. Stylish
6. Outgoing
7. Athletic
8. Adventurous
9. Sensual
10. Traditional
| Your Top Ten Match Traits
1. Funny
2. Religious
3. Conservative
4. Traditional
5. Practical
6. Stylish
7. Athletic
8. Adventurous
9. Outgoing
10. Big-Hearted
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.Your love is extravagant.}
Please Don't Take Away..@5/24/2005 11:01:00 AM
What invention can't you live without?
My auto-roaming phone!
It was kinda terrible living with a phone with an activated auto-roam which cannot work.
totally deprived.
it was definately a getaway.
Desaru has no internet connection, no starhub service.
It has everything else to relax and chill.
but somehow, it can get really boring.I realize i cant easily put down stuff.
I realize i watch more TV in desaru than in Singapore. haha.
What I like about it was the company i had.
firstly, my room-mate whom never exist during breakfast: Evelyn.
generi is a total good eating partner.
me & gene are like the stealers of chocolates man.
once we see it, it's totally gone.
like seriously la. the chocolate moose, chcolate log cake, cream puffs all gone.
i'm probably fat now.
imagine having buffet for all meals.
i love dinners.
BBQ beef with mushroom sauce without mushrooms.
chicken with black pepper sauce.
10ish, roomy and i were surprised with a party at room 322.
david told me sam's room is 322, and i tried calling. I asked why was it like engaged. Then he burst out laughing. horrible. 322 is like my room la. silly me.
on the second day,
went swimming with esta, joy, serena.
there was the slide in the children's pool.
extremely reliving my childhood.
...photos..
headed to the beach for more games.
oh, group 4 won all the games. haha. my group rocks!
hohon.eve.chuan en. mark. jen. alvin and samatha i think.
then we played the washing machine.
I got thrown and flip 360 degrees into the high-tide sea.
great fun. but reaching the bottom of the sea was gross.
scratched my knees a little.
the floor of the ocean was like quicksand.
totally scary especially when my eyes are shut from the world.
..photos..
the next time i go there, i wanna parasail, take the bananaboat and jet ski.
and the next time, there better be proper auto-roaming service. heh
played pool with joy, ting. haha.
..photos..
ate magnum almond daily.
my only passport to sanity.
watched the stars along the beach with ting that night.
reminiscing the primary school times when we chatted for 6 hours. it was peaceful but yet freaky as the light fades away into the darkness of the sky
I learnt alot of head knowledge this retreat.
It reaffirms everything i once knew.
"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord.
Plans to prosper you and not to harm you.
Plans to give you a hope and a future." Jer 29:11
yepps. no matter where I'm heading to, it doesn't matter.
as long as I know who am i becoming.
Above all, I live to glorify your name.
And when i've done that.
I know i've finish the race.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/20/2005 08:23:00 PM
i miss my other half.
i carried 30 packets of muslim food with cass. the auntie cheated us la and NO, we are so not going back there even tho you want us to. She gave us 3 packets of rice with tofu only.
like helloOoo. where's the rest of the fried chicken and egg?
went to meet alecia for lunch since she was stranded at TM. I had supreme nachos sausage with orange juice and ice cream. haha.
i had a bad dream during facial.
You made me go over to tampines to find you on the 11th, and you kept coming too close for comfort. I told you to stop it, but you kept asking me all the weird questions, too mind boggling for me to comprehend. I hate that feeling. I just wanted to run away from everything, but you just keep coming. You kept chasing me. I ran into some house to hide and everyone there somehow found it normal that i was there, then, i realize i ran into your house. wth. then i hid behind some chair following the shape of the chair, my body laid still. totally breathing hardly, crying with fear you might find me.
Just then, i searched for my phone, i can't find it. All i could remember was momo's number. I called thru a private line, searching for my only comfort. I saw you coming, I ran and ran and ran. Please stop doing this to me.. I screamed and continued running. I ran as fast as my legs could carry me. And I am just so glad Coach taught me how to run. I ran and ran into my comfort zone. Finally, i know i'm safe. Safe from this crazy world.
It seem too real that I was so afraid to wake up. But good thing I did woke up without screaming. Just imagine if I did. so malu. heh. I hope it doesn't come true.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
An expensive show.@5/19/2005 11:59:00 PM
I am annikim limewalker.
not that i will become bad and strangle my otherhalf,
but rather i fight the dark side with my lime light saber.
Imagine paying 20 + 19 buckeroos for 2 tickets of STARWARS & missing scene 1 of the show..
yea, we missed the first 20 mins of the show
and entered the cinema with no COKE,
only brownies & cheese dog! boo.
oh wells, glad dinner paid off.
We had cartel, pork ribs and pork chop.
muahaha. it's PIG-out time.
i'm a happy girl, living in a bubble of dreams.
oh check this out. StoRE wars! i like yogurt yoda.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/19/2005 03:18:00 PM
lime galore.
went to remove my stitches this morning.
woke up at an unearthly hour of 8am causing me empty winks on the bus.
actual plan was to continue my beauty sleep after dental.
but i couldn't bear the 50min ride.
so i decided to fill my stomach with my craving of chocolate.
i had beard papa's eclair.
that's one of my favourite foodie.
it melts me.
Then, i saw the word SALE.
i know it's a marketing gimick.
but just as i walk past it, i could here it calling me.
there were branded bags, shoes and errr.
i bought a GUESS wallet.
it's pretty nice, wanted to get it for myself.
but since, i'm learning how to love my neighbour as i love myself.
i shall practice it.
hmmm.. but you know those gold trimmings look really cool.
rachel, get a hold of yourself.
in the end, i didn't get myself anything
although i wanted so much of that future london green bling's top.
the funky guess bag.
the U.R.S heels.
darn. please don't bring me anywhere near TAKA.
it's evil.
just like mushrooms.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
are we there yet?@5/18/2005 04:07:00 PM
shrek?
haha. no. It is Are We There Yet? a movie that portrays the irritant in kids.
i made waffles with ice cream.
It was a good day!
woke up early and rise to hotcakes with orange juice at Mac.
wheee. after so many days of craving..
spent my afternoon playing with leslie.
And I caught ARe We There Yet.
it's extremely irritating. If you are in a delima of whether to have kids.. don't watch this show.
The kids of so sadistic that sweet dreams of having kids will be drifted away even before the show ends. haha.
However, it had a happy ending.
no matter what the director thinks, kids are STILL a blessing even tho' they may be monsters. haha.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
massage my broken bones@5/18/2005 11:43:00 AM
had lunch at jupiters. hahaha. probably the last time i'm having it.
just too bad they only had deli sandwiches & popcorn.
made ms reena ng & mr gary lin.
rawrs. i have to count my grades again. helped sort out matrix cards for the freshman. and guess what?
is evelyn a unisex name? cuz there's a guy called evelyn, and another guy called ashley. i think ashley is unisex right?
hmmmm... weird. prepared the lanyards, give out tee-shirts and programs and blah blah blah till i was practically freezing in the room.
next up, took a bus to TM. oh. have you heard of NEL, the train track, the cousin of MRT?
yes. and how do you pronounce it? N-E-L right? yah. we were talking about having classes at sentosa and serene said she has a straight 'nel' to take.
We went like "what?" did you like say bird or something. Who ever does pronounce it that way? tell me.. rawrs!
Sel & I had dinner at Orange Julius.
wanna go to the galaxy?
we bought tickets for The Interpreter. It's a drama, action show. everything is kept in suspense. Quite interesting but draggy show.
It stars nicole kidman, an interpreter, who is an african and tries to kill the president of africa after knowing one by one that her family is dead. killed by the president & his favourite gun. A leopard never changes its spot. Sometimes when you are so determine to quit, something just strikes up and down you go, all back to square one. Changing the world to peace is nothing close to fast as shooting a gun at the president's head. There you go.
So are you gonna take the 'nel' today?
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
Hey you, Sit Up Straight!@5/17/2005 09:52:00 AM
NOT again.
i got woken up by a siren of doorbells ringing concurrently.
went all the way down, open the door for leslie and went back up to sleep.
my backache isn't getting any better. walking makes it hurt.
but it's okay. I've got tiGger always smiling back at me even tho' he just had a minor surgery on his back.
yay. today's gonna be a good day. i'm going to see hyuk babe, gerie berrie, maybe mira, serene, limaran and my other half.
oh! remember to bring my shawl.
isn't today $7 for movies?!
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/16/2005 10:26:00 AM
crap.
i slept on the wrong side, now my left cheek hurts.
suffering from minor backache. ugh. all for sitting in the same position during house of wax.
aaaaahh. i had enough of medications.
i'm so not gonna take anymore. rawrs!
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
exceptionally fun day!@5/16/2005 01:03:00 AM
During cellgrp today, we were guiding char on how to do a curtwheel. so funny, yet exciting. Then, i learnt about application of verses to your own prayer life. super interesting and defintely super useful especially when you dunno how to start, what to say even tho' He already knows all your thoughts. will teach my shalomers in time to come.
Headed home, made 3 pancakes! glad that it was edible. heh. i probably won't survive in perth like this.
i need a cook.
i need a cook!
went to parkway for lunch w edd, bought gerie's cake and some m&m and sweets. decorated the cake like this..
>>photo
3ish, still nobody. everyone's late. so super duper late. dunno where did rach c, nad, kenny disappear to.
410. gerie, jen and nixon arrived. so exciting! Thank God it didn't pour. it's like finally i get to blade. wheeeee. i forgot how to brake and i went round and round a lamp post la. fell down once while trying to snap a pic. booo. suffered a couple of scratches on my palm. my friend had big scratches that bleed almost profusely on the elbow & palm. ouch* anyhow, blading rox. it has too since it was so funny how you fell and everything and all the fun we had. the sugarcane drink, the anticipating of the slope. haha. bladed practically till my legs were kinda sore. i know 2 hours isn't all that long but it was great fun. i totally enjoyed myself today. it's been so long since i last blade like maybe pri sch or something. After blading, chilled out at Gelare and we had snapple! one more snapple cap to my name. rocks!
Headed to fish & co, where they would sing a birthday song and gerie will get a free cake, but NO, because i can't take seafood and gerie can't eat anything. Fish & co ain't vewgetarian, miraaa. Eventually, we celebrated Gerie's birthday at Sakae Sushi. poor sel missed it again! nvm, next time we eat buffet at heeren!
oh! nixon can drive. haha. he drove us to tampines mall to watch house of wax. yep. this time, i had company and i managed to watch the entire show. nick is such a good brother. No matter how bad your brother is, be thankful that someday he's skills become quite useful in saving your life! Nick rocks la.
i hope ya ain't that stressed out already. (=
i can't wait to eat prawns! i want prawns and hotcakes!
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/14/2005 11:24:00 PM
Silly me got lost today at potong pasir.
No soft diets but ice cweam.
I can't help it if i keep feeling hungry right?it rained this morning, so blading was cancelled. ugh. 2nd time this week that i didn't get to blade.I can't wait. i just cant wait to blade. It's beats running. At least i'll roll away into the sun faster.i hope the rain didn't dampen anyone's spirits cuz it sure didn't to mine. played pictionary at eve's. i hope u guys had fun, even tho' it wasn't as planned. oops.
sometimes being ignorant is a bliss to the soul.some things are better not known, then to know and get hurt.
I see how the down syndrome patients look so carefree.
They don't get embarrassed easily. They dance to the beat of the music on stage, where everyone sees them and they just keep dancing their hearts out. Like they have no cares in the world. Probably their biggest fears are not being accepted by society. But no way is that gonna happen.They just look so adorable. Some sort of peace and freedom, i felt. It was cool. I'm glad i attended the dinner even with those swollen cheeks.
If you thought down syndrome kids are useless. you thought wrong. whaha.
A lady patient has a book to her name, how cool is that? i know i'll never have a published book to my name.
A little girl dances ballet well, plays the piano and is so super adorable.
can you beat that?
oh wells, i can't dance ballet.
Plumb - Worlds Collide: A Fairy Tale
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/13/2005 11:59:00 PM
Because my day is what I made it to be.. It shall be good.
I had my hands on some arty stuff and booom! finally finish doing up a boombox for.. oh! happy belated birthday.. ahem.*
Imagine rachel watching house of wax.
Imagine rachel watching house of wax alone?
Can't imagine?
So can't i.
Can't believe I'm actually watching House of Wax. I mean, it's horror and yada yada.yep, Eugene understands. heh. Hearing it was a good show and the many people watching it. I've decided to book tickets. And as always, the early bird catches the worm. Good seats!It was a challenge watching House of Wax, totally not my cup of tea. It is a totally sadistic show. i can't stand the sinclairs. Tears were just waiting to burst out. I was scared stiff till i shivered. The scariest part was knowing ur friend has been waxed and that you are just so useless. You scratch the wax on his face, u see the veins popping out at you. Sick la. I left halfway during the show, ran to the lift when i couldn;t take it anymore.Everyone kept staring at me. Imagine a pool of waxed people staring at you. gawd. i freaked out la. Good thing my other half saved me. Thanks for rushing down from toa payoh. lurve you to bits.
Medicine's horrid. The nightmare of my life. Didn't want the hassle, so i decided to have it way before dinner which i ate at 10ish.Finally, I get to go on the road with my lime. lime's a total good companion. However, I felt insecure for a moment after i stepped out of my house. the swell was too great to bear.oh wells. i had to face it right. *devastated*
went on a car ride around tampines to find shen. haha. he's so slim now. cass, maybe u shud consider trying it out ah. headed to 85 for pork porridge. Sel told the guy to have the pork in smaller pieces and the guy gave her a weird look la. rawrs! We had chicken wings, ah balling or rather tang yuan as they call it, sugar cane juice, not-so-nice satay beehoon. ooooh. Thanks for the ride back, babe. Funny how close we are, but we never chatted like that before. I can't wait to travel to Hong Kong.. then Korea and what nots. hahaha.. with you. alrighty.
The king's vulnerable, but stay strong cuz you know i'm here for you. smile.
It was a good day.
can't wait to go blading tmr! yippie. shalom rockadee dodadaae.
no photos for today. i wanna see no reflections of myself. ouch*
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/13/2005 10:22:00 AM
can't face the world?
well, you've got company.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/12/2005 10:54:00 PM
i'm like high and overflowing with emotions.
firstly, i felt
pain in my jaws.
numbed after the surgery.
L-R: swollen cheeks. evian, my mate. see how pale i look when the surgery ended that i was close to fainting. but i kept my spirits up. i'm strong, i had to be cuz you were late! boo.
was
drowsy, went subway for cream of brocolli. And i unconsciously took antibiotics again.. which i shouldn't. oh man!
then at spotlight, i got cheated of 10 buckeroos.
ughi paid $62 for my nice cushions i bought.
but it actually cost only $52.
i found out only after i reached toa payoh.
silly silly. shakes head*
Then, went toa payoh to change the air tickets.
glad it didn't cost a single cent.
had cravings for duck porridge. went all around toa payoh just to hunt the ducks down, but there weren't any. In the end, i had chicken porridge.
Thanks for shredding the chicken for me. so sweeet. grin*
Headed to church for camp meet in a cab cuz i was supposedly late.
but guess what? everyone else is later. at 8ish, drove to bedok interchange for dinner. oh yes! there was duck porridge.
ROX! i'm extremely
tired after a long day.
hitch a ride home, watched the last part of chase. heeex. Utterly Utt. Now, playing with my new toy. grin*
However, i shall stay away from the mirror for the next few days until things get better. hides*
Surgery went well, i think. It's hurting more than before. Dr Quack had to break my tooth into 3 pieces because my tooth was stuborn. And he kept sawing open the gums. ugh. in my mind, i was replaying happy thoughts. thoughts that could set my mind at ease. I saw you, and you and you. And i knew it, you will confirm be late, and just as i guessed.
oh wells.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/12/2005 07:38:00 AM
oh, don't ask why i'm up so early.
maybe i'm excited, NO.
how exciting can it be to anticipate excruciating pain in your jaws.
once again,
it's time for dory to have pork porridge with me.
it's time for earthwormy to have dou jiang with me.
it's time for eunice to have ah balling with me.
but that's like super sticky la.
chicken wings with sel?!
porridge porridge.
please teach me how to appreciate porridge.
rawrs!
wells.
it's time for...
what should my last meal consist?
ice cweam!
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/11/2005 11:40:00 PM
What started out as a meanie twit outing.
Became somewhat peaceful.
At least all the fears has subsided.
At least I have freedom.
Count to 10 and everything will be wonderful.
decided to pay my fine today but silly me didn't bring my nets.
wanted to go Harry's to chill.
but hungry me needed proper food before night falls.
had dinner at TCC, boat quay.
it's the nicest TCC, and probably the only one i would ever visit.
you won't believe what i ordered.
i had a mochavilla and macaronigratin.
In it there were diced chicken, shredded chicken and mushrooms.
When they said mushrooms, i tot it was a little of it.
But, no.
The whole gratin had mushrooms!
evil evil*
me & my mocha villa. i had it becasue it had ice cweam.
at the jetty, waiting for the bum boat to esplanade.
It isn't my first time.
but it was still.
the waters portrayed serenity.
something different from the buzzling city life.
It's just some place i belong to. Some place that could take away everything you've been worried about.
Some place where you could be still.
probably a sucker for boat rides.
slow, steady ones.
maybe like sel's sampan accompanied with storbewwies.
hahahaha.
i cant wait to take the Duk Ling Junk.
absolutely.UTTerly gorgeous.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/11/2005 02:15:00 PM
i wan my cwanbewwies.
will you exchange it with me for some storbewwies and cweam?
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
lime green!!@5/10/2005 11:38:00 PM
i bought a lime green creative zen micro.
i saw utt today.
I had my yummy yummy roast chicken spagetti. the freezer was spoiled so no mud pie for today.
i watched coach carter! so super funny.
thanks to earthwormy for the intro. muakz. miss you babe!
Coach cater is a heart warming yet humourous show. there were excited frenzy people cheering whenever richmond scored.
rich who? richmond!
oh. worm is UTTerly funny la. 'nigga nigga.' super kuku la.
thomas carter is like lame.
'you owe me 1000 suicides. not homicides.'
i won 2 games of pool.
did i mention, i can't play for nuts?
poool. you see 3 stripes and a black ball. and it's mine turn. 
and i am so gonnna hit the black ball in! whooopie! just as i guess it would.
i unknowingly had a lime green ice cweam spooon for my venezia tufutla.
oh. smack me please. i spent 9.20 buckaroos on cab fare from taka to toa payoh.
goodness. i started to regret when it came to 5 bucks when i past by orchard mrt.
today's a good day. well, maybe not for everybody.
but look on the bright side.
at least it rained.. or else it would be sooo freaking hot that maybe some place would catch fire.
at least there's dinner..
there's so much to thank God for.
a new day, rain or shine
is a miracle from God ay.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/10/2005 05:41:00 AM
masquerade, paper faces on parade
masquerade, hide your face so that the world will never find you.
isn't it funny sometimes how we try so hard a 101 ways to say something
and what comes out is anything but wat we truly want to say?
isn't it amusing what we would do to fool the world
but end up deceiving ourselves?
isn't it easy conceal your true feelings to friends
but not to that person your heart lies with?
Because no one person understands every part of being you.
And that's me. no one else but me.
Not safe from a crazy world.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
So exciting! I'm going to Hong Kong.@5/10/2005 04:32:00 AM
After the third, it better be good.
After all the hiccups that determine we weren't going anymore.
We Are!
we are so going to Hong kong.
After getting a queue number of 204 at 1ish.
We were like.. "okay. so that gonna be another 2-3 hours of waiting"
Then, guess who we met?
We saw Mr moo a.k.a Uncle John.
So we jumped queue to 183!
And what did we do with the 204, obviously gave to an uncle who was sooo happy la.
save him an hour of waiitng.
At 177, the button presser accidentally hit 188.
we went like 'WHAT?'
we were busy talking and stuff la.
The guy then said " oops. now don't start throwing chairs at me."
We waited excitedly for the number 178.. 179.. 180.. 181.. still no one appear.
hyuk hyuk.
So exciting just anticipating our turn.
Like winning lottery, my buddy described.
182..
183!
yay!
we jumped up from our chairs and screamed la.
everyone turned and stared at us.
Who CAres!
headed to the counter.
we were crossing our fingers, hopefully we get the $219 tickets man!
There.. the last 4 seats left for the ride home, we were like is that $219?
oh yay! God is good..all the time.
It's no $499 tickets. it's like how accurate la. It was everything we were hoping for.
At least we don't have to stay 3 nights at Ah Shan Hostel.
faints*
prays* very hard that everyone will be able to get on board the plane.
nvm if nobody understands how excited we were, cuz you weren't there. hahaha.
sel & i understand can already.
we rock and we are going HK!
PlumbWorlds Collide: A Fairy Tale
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/08/2005 06:07:00 PM
"Mother"
Is the most beautiful word
in the English language,
according toa worldwide
survey by the British Council.
Happy Mother's Day!
mommie dearest.
Dr James Dobson remarked, " Countless times each day a mother does what no one else can do quite as well. She wipes away a tear, whispers a word of hope,
eases a child's fear. She teaches, ministers, loves,
and nutures the next generation of citizens.
And she challenges and cajoles her kids to do their best and be the best.
But no editorials praise these accomplishments - where is the coverage our mothers rightfully deserve?"
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/07/2005 11:39:00 PM
woke up at an unearthly hour of 6am on a saturday.
suffering from insommia.
maybe due to the sleepless nights of messing around with photos.
ha!
played tennis at 11ish.
causing my opponent a chest injury
so kuku la.
into the sun we went.
wacked some balls.
spent half the time picking up balls.
6-0 5-7 6-0. yay!
Thanks for being there for me,
when i had to destress and vent my unhappiness.
i'm sorry you got injured.
had claypot chicken without rice for lunch.
headed to ntuc shopping for snacks.
went home to put down my rackets and stuff.
took cab to church.
oh. all those who havent registered for C3 retreat.
faster faster tell me your
(1) full name
(2) I/C number
(3) D.O.B
8ish, went back to church to meet esta, onion.
waited for an hour.
lucky i had like 5 chicken wings with me.
ate 2 while waiting for them
took cab to evelyn's house.
watched 'uncensored'.
esta cooked dinner.
i had chunky erm.. crabmeat, sausage creme soup.
something liddat.
the rest had maggi noodles.
i'm starting to like evelyn's house for her extremely big kitchen.
she had a rectangular marble table in the middle.
So fun to just sit on it, which i did.
while someone was cooking for me.
Her kitchen just made me wished i could cook.
we spent most of the time catching up with one another.
The guys were watching soccer la and screaming and shouting whenever there was a yellow card.
How interesting.
anyway, i was asked, what if Utt were to have lunch with me?
i replied that i would be too shy to eat la. probably just be frozen.
In the first place, if he asked me out for a meal, i'll probably just faint.
super tired.
insommia is killing me.
my eyelids are barely cooperating with me.
okie.. gtg do hw.
Plumb: Worlds Collide: A Fairy Tale
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/06/2005 11:04:00 PM
went out with my babe. we had dim sum at YISHUN crystal jade.
to find job.
Then went to bishan to buy mother's day present
met ed for lunch.
went for sakae sushi buffet.
ate until stomach upset.
so funny la.
then went to meet sel for dinner at mac.
went to hdb hub to book tickets to HK.
but it was closed la for staff function.
wells.
first time i saw the fabric of the nation.
nice sight.
pretty pretty works.
Singapore rocks!
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/06/2005 08:58:00 AM
I have a sudden urge to take the G MAX at Clarke Quay.
i don't know why.
but i dreamt about it.
it portrayed freedom.
You are Pearl Krabs! You look nothing like your
parents. It's a good thing you are popular and
have friends to hang out with. Because you're
parents never seem to be around. But, you
always know where to find your dad when you
want some money.
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{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/06/2005 08:54:00 AM
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/05/2005 10:48:00 PM
i finally got my application number.
went down to smu just for a less than 1 minute encounter with the staff for my number.
Excited parents i have were only fed with "application still in progress".
yepp, that's the status of it.
i'm pondering on which route i should take. i'm kinda excited and looking forward to studying at UWA. but i mean, if i get into SMU, it's more of an obvious choice that I should take up the offer letter. But then again, it's 4 years. UWA is 2 years in perth. That sounds super fun la.
oh wells.
Even on the darkest days
My heart sings in joyful praise,
Not because God says I should
But because I know He's good.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/05/2005 10:02:00 AM
"You can know the name of a bird in all the languages of the world, but when you're finished, you'll know absolutely nothing whatever about the bird.. So let's look at the bird and see what it's doing - that's what counts. I learned very early the difference between knowing the name of something and knowing something."
-
Richard Feynman
So that's why i keep forgetting your name?
or maybe it just had to do with those chinese words.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
i'm jobless@5/04/2005 11:59:00 PM
i had yummy strudel from rail mall.
rail mall is cool.
featuring rail mall and the railway track.
when i alighted the bus, i saw the train chup-chup by.
it was a different sight of singapore.
travelling there already made the difference.
i went pass bayan tree head office.
bukit timah civil defense.
beauty world centre.
cha-cha-cha.
it was my last station.
had beef & chicken tepanyaki for lunch.
just when i was talking about bejing's anti-scar.
i got scald alittle. kuku chef.
then i had extremely sour orange juice.
went back to office and surprised my paps with strudel.
I made my own cup of mocha.
funky!
typed out my report cum proposal.
and i'm off.
jobless.
life's unfair. i somehow need to know the reason why.
many things you can't see.
like how my heart races.
how uncertain the thoughts that flood my head.
how unfair of not getting the dean's.
many things i can't comprehend
the questions that lie at the back of my mind
i don't wanna question 'why?'
cuz i know things happen for a reason
but only 'why' appears before me
how ridiculous things seem to be
i'm searching for an answer,
an explanation.
God, help me be still.
I know U have a perfect plan for me.
Maybe it's not time to reveal.
But I hope the time is soon.
i'm just caught in between.
Met onion for dinner at ding tai fung.
had my beloved prawny fried rice, ha gao and small long bao.
then we went for dessert at haagen daaz.
we had the ultimate. muahaha
i enjoyed too much that i only remember about photos after finishing the food.
boo.
it was a fruitful time.
I was thank God for putting nice people along my path
to encourage,
to keep me going,
to make me orangey.
yay!
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@5/04/2005 08:03:00 AM
i'm like laughing
declaring aloud that i'm sad.
so sad.
my crammed legs cant help but cripple.
uni application results are out.
but i cant find my application number.
or rather i don't even think it exist.
blah. wad's the last 4 numbers of my application?
i can't find it.
i can't find it.
crap. i'm lousy la.
ugh. klutz chic.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
The geek and her room@5/03/2005 11:16:00 PM
Firstly, lemme introduce myself.
i am.. the geek chic.
day dream is my passion.
always found buried in deep clouds of dust.
i dislike mushrooms.
no more mushroom faces between the tangles.
wells. welcome to the geek.chic bedroom
specially designed walls of reflections.
orangey red coverings on floors
lime green dreams on walls.
a total wonderland.
earwaxx: lifehouse - into the sun
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
happy labour day@5/02/2005 10:40:00 PM
there are many things to thank God for altho it didn't seem like a good day.
it has been a strain on the inside that somehow makes me wanna go into the sun and burn.
but after a little talk. a little smile. things seem to be much clearer and a little better.
i had breakfast at the vacinity of my home.
some kopitiam recently refurnished.
had soya bean, kaya toast, eggs, milo peng, carrot cake.
ate my mum's handmade cloud thingy.
i had mac twist ice cream for lunch.
happy girl. ice cream makes my world.
went down to bras besar. but majority of the shops weren't open.
couldn't get my posters done. boo!
mango's having 30% sale.
which looks nicer?
i had a nice dinner at marche.
mangos. i lurve it.
i had mango crepe with hazelnut ice cream.
dear had chicken whooper.
i'm so not morphing into a burger king eater.
hell no.
anyway, its tough staying alive without morphing into the world.
i've learnt that the important thing in life is life.
to live.
to wake up in the morning and watch the sun,
the rain,
to breathe.
you think these are the words of a dreamer?
no, they are the words of somebody who has stared death in the face.
live life to the fullest.
giving God everyday, the greatest glory.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
Happy Ah ma day!@5/01/2005 11:50:00 PM
celebrated mother's day with my extended family at the Soup restaurant.
at least i see my cousins more than once a year at CNY.
it's great catching up with the guys.
i mean besides my sis, all guys.
we have a weird family combi.
hahaha.
had like chicken wrap with lettuce.
rice with lup chong.
tou fu with prawns in tomato paste.
herbal ginseng with chicken soup.
the evil mushroom and brocolli.
hammer head fish.
peanuts.
deer meat with spring onions.
colour run veg.
icy cold double boiled snow fungus with ginko.
lemme introduce to you..
the evil heart mushroom.
mushrooms are evil.
they have a black heart.
and lastly, the food isn't all that good.
but the company's perfect.
needless to say more.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
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