{.Your love is extravagant.}




life without you would probably have been better
i wouldn't have to worry if there were cakes in the freezer
i wouldn't have to anticipate you asking me out
i wouldn't have to be so hard on myself
i wouldn't have to.
i wouldn't.

but He says to do good deeds. At times it is really.. hard.
life is tough being the one lying in bed, while none are anxious or worried about how you are.
But when they are having trouble, why is it that i'll end up being the one clearing up.
being the one who gave up the time to study for the next day's paper, just to do a friend a favour.
being the one who's always left out.

I guess friends are some, while other aren't.
Some whom i think are friends, aren't in the end.

maybe i havent been a good friend to them.
maybe that's why.

i guess it is really difficult to give your best in everything you cease to.


on the other note, i miss na*, chrisS, earthworm, dory, gab, edmund, eugene, shawn, rence, cailian, tober, cuz eunice, cows.. haha. let's play cranium!

{.Your love is extravagant.}




Dashing through the snow,
on a pair of broken skies
over hills we go
crashing into trees.

The snow is turning red, oh no
I think i'm losing my head
I woke up in the hospital
with stitches on my head.

Jingle bells! Batman smells!
Robin laid an egg,
Batmobile lost a wheel
and the joker took ballet. hey!

{.Your love is extravagant.}





guess who?

{.Your love is extravagant.}

yaYyyyy! i'm officially transfered to Crawey campus. I'm going perth. I'm going perth. nanibooboo. wheeee!
even my fortune cookie says so.. ripped off sel's

{.Your love is extravagant.}





monkey business? oops! i hear no evil, speak no evil and see no evil..

{.Your love is extravagant.}





follow where the road leads..

{.Your love is extravagant.}

{.Your love is extravagant.}






{.Your love is extravagant.}




these days i'm busy as a bee.

these days the edits for the ym mag is draining me of inspirations.

these days preparation for presentation later.

these days these's the upcoming exams for this final term in 3 days.

these days i'm still waiting for the application of campus transfer to get through.

these days i'm fulfilling the discounted orders of birks.

these days i'm trying to be soaked in prayers and holy words.

these days its hard to be buried in books.

these days i wanna play & slack.

oh well. when these days are over.. it will be the the today of yesterday!
Then i shall tell you what i did during these days.

haha. rambles.

{.Your love is extravagant.}







{.Your love is extravagant.}




and i thought so.

but i guess i was wrong. Sometimes i feel that maybe it isn't on the itinery to be studying in perth. But somehow my thoughts contradict each other.

Firstly, i don't really like night classes and Singapore only offers part time degrees, so it's a plus for perth.

Secondly, the facilities make me miss TP especially one stop station & Ultra Supplies & the fact that TP is such a couple of stops away from home. It makes rushing for report, send for binding so much easier. I really miss TP and the memories of having to buy paper from the bookshop to print the report, rushing to ultra supplies where someone is there queueing up for you already, and then you speed up to the 5th floor to place the semester's report into the yellow box.

Thirdly, there's campus crusade in perth so not to worry.

Fourthly, nicole is in perth. wheeeeeeeee! And mel's coming over too.

Fifthly, the schedule for studying in Singapore is hectic. The workload is madness. Really really rushing against time. Imagine studying 20 chapters in 2 months which happen to include having assignments, term test, project due, presentation and final exams all in the 2 months. FANTASTIC la.

However... my family is here, yk is here. Moreover, i've got my cellgroup to take care of. I got upgraded with a crab on my shoulder to organise the events of the year with fellowship comm. I mean there's alot to do in Singapore.

Is it self-interest that I study in perth, leaving practically everything I love, owned and oversee? I really don't know and don't understand but I know the Lord grants me the desires of my heart as I delight in Him.

I'm not anxious about whether the approval letter gets through but i'm thankful that no matter what happens, He is here with me always empowering me with power like a rushing river flowing to the sea and self-discipline. Yay!

Sometimes i feel that i'm in the wrong course, wrong major and everything adds onto the list. But i guess the results have proved me wrong. I learnt that as long as i put in my best, i shouldn't worry but place all trust in God because He will carry me through. When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.

I've been doing pretty well, receiving grades i never expected especially for BPA. But i guess it isn't that difficult after all. But it isn't that easy anyway. I'm thankful for all who have offered prayers for me.

God is good, all the time. =) Don't you agree?

{.Your love is extravagant.}

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a creative hotbed of artistic talent. You're always making pictures in your mind, especially when you're bored. You are easily inspired to think colorful, interesting thoughts. And although it may be hard to express these thoughts, it won't always be.

Oh. did i mention I saw the most beautiful car on earth? The off white volkswagen cabriolet with wedding ribbons all over and a cute bouquet of flowers at the front. woooooot~ I can't wait, i wanna hug it and drive it all around. It's super or rather extremely indescrible. grin!

{.Your love is extravagant.}




Would you consider this new MP3 player 'Shimmer'?

Features:

- All the essentials stuff
- inbuilt camera 1.3 mega pixels
- mirror that can slide open
- earphones storage
- size: smaller than an iPod

Tag me the price you would offer for 'Shimmer'.

(erm.. project research ehh. )

{.Your love is extravagant.}





You know.. I nearly sewed a glittery selsel tee for you la. But the sewing machine spoil, and I havent bought the beads, and I fell dead ill.

So despite all these excuses, you will be able to get your tee on your next birthday. muahahaha.

I know you enjoyed your birthday from all the glittery prints on ur feet, the grin that made your mouth look like it was touching your ears, the cakery creamed face you had on, the 'I haven't eaten my cake yet' because you were too busy being happy with everyone around you gracing your 21st birthday.

I'm glad I made it there and chilled out a little with the usuals. teehees. chong ah!!! hmm. i just felt like saying that. I'm glad you are happy with your pinky bear and your cherry necklace! woooooot! I shall commend myself for having such good taste.

Oh. anyway, I didn't wish you happy birthday in the card at all. hahaha. So happy burpday sister!

{.Your love is extravagant.}




Between the rapid pace of keeping up with the daily to-do-list and the silent moments of just staring into space with thoughts.

I fall short and down in pain. Feeling so caught in between the life and the lifelessness of doing mundane things all over again, everyday.

One day, my throat wall break down readily in redness, my eyes swell deeply that somehow blinkling could cost a certain amount of pain. Anorexic as it seem, i can't help but the food just kept flowing out in big gulps. It didn't matter if i ate or i didn't, it just came out like puke.

Additionally, my legs became weak, within a couple of minutes of standing, i'll fall. Temperature keeps rising till even the outputs seem to be able to boil an egg. Bathing in extreme cold water didn't seem much in winter, but rather normal. The pain arose.. gastric pain and chest pains kept me awake for most of the nights.

Pain inflicted seems real for a moment. The moment i wished i wasn't alive. Then, i thought to myself, somethings in life were important but how much i actually spend time on it seems lesser than time spent on less important things.

If i had to write a list of the 5 most important things in life. It wouldn't include studies. I guess balancing what matters most, what matters little is most important and learning to give thanks in all circumstances.

I thank God that i'm alive and recovering. God is good all the time.
Thank God for my family who prayed; mum who took leave to take care of me, dorcas for accompanying me to the doc, dad who volunteered to drive to the hospital.
Yk for visiting me and providing me with vitamin C.
Sel for driving me to and fro from school.
Cell, jeanette, cia for praying for recovery.
I'm thankful for the relationships i have, it is defintely more important than being coop up studying. I got back my test scripts. God's blessings are bountiful, its true. I love you guys, you have given me an olive leaf a.k.a hope!

Yk, hope ya test was challenging yet you being able to do all questions with confidence. I think you'll top the class, ay? let's go holland and shop. yay! loves*

Zhi, good luck for the results of your critic ay. You will do well cause i believe in you. Even if you don't believe in yourself, have faith. =)

Cia, somehow things happen of which somehow expected, but when it finally comes, we wished it didn't had to happen. But stay open to things that happen and in all things learn to give thanks. Many more blessings will come k. Traditionally, they will not be willing to accept, but they will one day when their eyes are wide enough. love you!

{.Your love is extravagant.}




My white flash havanaias, aged 8 months 10 days broke leaving me in despair.
I wonder if i should buy this flash again.

It was a christmas gift from Jase.

I love it, it matches well with my clothes and it's comfy, but it's kinda costly for a pair of flip flops and moreover, i have another 3 pairs of havanians lying around. Argh.

I wish it didn't break. I want it back. boohoohoo!

{.Your love is extravagant.}