@4/30/2005 11:41:00 PM
lunch with mommiE at Jack's place.
my mum's funny la.
we had the secretary's special.
haha.
cheap thrill.
anyway, my chicken wasn't cook.
when it came back the 2nd time.
the chicken still wasn't cook.
what to do?!
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/30/2005 11:40:00 PM
ever felt like disappearing?
from someone who cares too much about you.
whom you cant bare your whole heart to.
nobody actually cares.
ever felt maybe you shouldn't say certain things.
or ever regret saying things that you shouldn't?
oh. maybe you don't.
cuz you don't feel it.
is that EQ, you call?
my throats back in bad shape.
it's hurting.
i'm feeling down.
sun tan and burn.
burn into the sun.
i wanna wack some balls
into your court.
6-0 6-0 6-0.
And then, maybe you will understand.
life is unfair.
the world's overrated.
orange. i miss orange. i miss the sunshine.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/30/2005 10:10:00 AM
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.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/30/2005 09:29:00 AM
From l-R: in the Bukit Panjang LRT, Lompang Road, Orange tube, West Mall, LRT map.
yesterday was a terrible day.
but i managed to survive all of it.
my breakfast cum lunch cost only $1
and i couldn't finish it.
i bought an orange tube from west mall
and a gold belt from lot 1.
i took the LRT. whoooo.
i mean it's like fun, cuz it's the 1st time i'm taking it.
It's like discovering Singapore. the woolu part of it.
The west seems gloomy, not like the east.
I had a spinning headache.
my throat was hurting badly i couldn't sallow.
and the fact that the west make it seem i was in a jungle.
If that wasn't bad enough...
the store managers look kinda scary with their black faces.
phone went on low batt.
camera no more memory space.
the black face.
Good thing i wore orange.
orange's a happy colour, don't ya think?
it just makes you and me happy!
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/28/2005 11:25:00 PM
the runners bare their heart..
earwaxx:
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/28/2005 03:46:00 PM
thank God for the weather man.
it was raining in the cool morning.
today, i went a little mad.
after leaving the office at 930.
i went to woodlands to start the game.
i finished 8 stations in 4 hours.
please imagine.
my legs are breaking.
i'm melting.
i just wanna live to sleep.
lemme tell u a funny incident.
this auntie at erm.. northpoint cold storage.
while i was auditing the palnograms
she came near me and stared at me.
think about your face to your phone when your calling someone.
yes that distance.
my mama.
she gave me a shock la.
i was like auntie, what you doing?!
she apologised twice.
i must have looked frighten by her overwhelming me.
Then she replied: Oh, i thought ur the merchandiser who order stock.
9ish. had yummy jap pasta that dear made.
I whooped up some blueberry waffles.
I watched CHASE.. utty utty.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/27/2005 11:56:00 PM
blueberry waffles for breakfast.
starbucks mocha w hazelnut at 10.
bakerzin chocolate cake with cuppuchino for tea
dim sum for lunch
bbq beef, chicken and stingray for dinner.
Oh, did i say jap blood runs in my family?
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
nomadic soul@4/26/2005 04:50:00 PM
i'm feeling nomadic. i went from office to plaza sing to centrepoint, met raymond, da daidee king. Followed by plaza sing again to meet alecia for shopping. yay! i bought rachel tillots flats at exodus. muahahaha.
my flats are truly mine.
Alecia bought me my birthday present'04.
Then went off to taka to finish up somemore work.
travelled alone in the train. see above.
then i had a quarter of over-fried carrot cake at tanjong pagar.
And i saw metallic curtains made of cans.
i'm so gonna collect cans soon.
Facial was great. i finally could relax my tired legs.
and i'm a happy girl.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/25/2005 09:43:00 AM
do you treat the people around you the way they deserve?
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
beautiful illusion@4/24/2005 06:19:00 PM
to love is to learn to appreciate
appreciate the deep thoughts
that goes through your mind
my heart fathoms as you speak
my short attention span
falls and divides
falls and divides
i'm sorry
for the magic that surrounds you
speaks a foreign language
that seems distant from me
it seems as tho' i don't care
it seems as tho' nothing mattered
it seems as tho' i'm too full of myself
to just sit and listen.
i'm listening. i am.
i'm sorry for making you feel worried.
i'm sorry for making you feel as tho' i didn't care.
i'm sorry for being irritated with you.
i'm sorry for not appreciating your nags.
i'm sorry for not always being there for you.
i'm sorry for not showering you with more care.
i'm sorry for causing you stress.
i'm sorry for making you mad.
i'm sorry for making you feel like you did.
don't give up on me yet.
cuz you bring out the best in me. that's why i'm here.
it is just the start of a beautiful bliss
longed for.
take me away.
earwaxx: lifehouse - you and me
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/24/2005 06:04:00 PM
how many times does a normal person shit in a day?
once?
twice?
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/23/2005 01:28:00 PM
yay. My giraffe's coming to town!
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
My tiGgerific day.@4/23/2005 12:14:00 AM
started work at 9ish in the AM.
Dad prayed a weird prayer that morning that i would not get into any trouble that day and i would find favor with the supervisors, the aunties and whoever blahs.
crome the stores from parkway to tiong bahru to far east. met eddie for chicken rice and you chai.
while eating we met jamie yeo, mark richmond and crew.
then took bus 16 to great world. great world is a name for itself.
everything inside is huge. the stores are like mega. the normal coldstorage had only 5-4 gondolas. but this had 14 gondolas of bathroom papers. i nearly fainted. but thank God the items were prim & proper.
when i entered, i found my way to the 'no entry except for staff' entrance to get my pass. the what looked like a huge warehouse with so many routes ahead. i was lost. this kind lady told me to get the pass by entering from the loading/unloading bay. I found it kinda weird cuz i never had to. She led the way. I went there. the people there looked as if they were gonna eat me up with their big staring eyes and never smiling lips. I entered from the right side. I ended up standing on the left of the counter cuz it seems the queue started there.
Then some auntie shouted at me: Where did you come from?
'from the door on the right.'
auntie: why you stand on the left?
auntie: Gimme your I/C
i passed her my i/c, signed in. walked towards what seem like a maze that never ends.
finally i got out. i took a breather.
then the kind lady: xiao jie, you're out. did she scold you?
'no, but she was kinda scary tho'. thanks auntie.'
yepps. great world. great people. great bullies. now i understand what it means by when the holy spirit works in us.
IT SPOKE TO ME. Just I walked past it, I thought i heard it whisper: 'please enter'.
I couldn't resist.. so I entered Wh immediately after finishing my game of spot the difference.
so exciting laa. the store's like cool. i bought a white capri. i like the brown shorts tho'
nice nice?
then, i saw allan wu and wong lilin.
went shopping with dear and i saw Wh at Taka. i felt cheated. ugh.
dumb dumb. now everyone would have what i bought.
should i still buy the brown shorts?
the coloured walls of the paper.
which colour do you think i'd like?
Then had healthy dinner of tahu goreng telor with aloevera in lime juice, ham & cheese sandwich, pinepaple, strawberries and papaya.
yummilicious!
'stop calling me brother, you're insulting my mother!'
-be cool-
And the day ended.
{
.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/22/2005 12:51:00 PM
it's not fair.
i can't tag.
rach/lj:wad's wrong w the pics? cannot save eh?
rach/king: helloOoo momo! i'll bring u bananas when giraffes are in town ay.
rach/eunice: but of cuz. it's your song. good intro.
thanks for the Adobe too.
rach/cailian: hee hee. working now. sorry i'm like unable to tag. famous amos doesn't wanna deactivate the cookies.
rach/cass:muahahaha.
earwaxx:
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.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/21/2005 10:04:00 PM
do u like my new off shoulder top?
bought it to destressss.
not that i'm under stress.
it's just that i like to dress.
retail therapy.
while leaving on the bus this afternoon.
passengers hurried to the rear,
a suddenly change in direction on their frantic faces
causing many others to give way.
'y walk to the rear when u already decided to sit in front?'
THEN,
everything came clearwhen the bird appeared
bird poo all over the back seats.
i was like CRAP.
please don't come near me.
it's funny how little creatures are able to disrupt lives of humans.
when we are so much greater than them.
sounds unfamiliar?
think cockroach, lizards.
it's funny how morning people enjoy the singing of birds
it's funny how ah pehs like to bird watch
and funny how everyone agrees that birds are beautiful creatures.
but only on one condition.
that they do what we like them to do.
we like them when they sing.
we dislike them when they disturb us.
my blue box. my space.
leslie in my room=war.
{.Your love is extravagant.}
Spot the Difference@4/20/2005 06:19:00 PM
my second day of work as a trade marketer.
you see people in supermarkets, shopping centres taking notes...
that's what a trade marketer does.
i mean not take notes but rather like playing SPOT the Difference btw my handout and reality.
well.. the job seems boring?
it's actually kinda fun cuz i get to travel round Singapore.
go to places i never knew existed.
i mean Singapore is kinda small and stuff.. yada yada.
i found many yummlicious eateries.
rocks laa.
if the chinese game show, the find food one
came to singapore. i confirm win!
work was fun.
but i'm tired.
{.Your love is extravagant.}
Wow! it werks.@4/19/2005 08:04:00 AM
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{.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/19/2005 08:02:00 AM
My first Grilled Chicken Foldover..
an exclusive with my mum last night @ 9ish.
yummy yummy.
{.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/18/2005 12:15:00 PM
lemme introduce you to a nice song.
this song reminded me alot of my days at track.
together with my coach's vivid memories of me crying during training.
this was her msg:
Hey thanks for the card. Haha ya touched.
Thx for everything n i wil rem those days u trained in tears..
Just for the Christ n e team.
this is the song:
{.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/18/2005 12:04:00 AM
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@4/17/2005 02:50:00 PM
i'm gonna change my blog layout.. to something simplier.
easy for your eyes.
currently, it's pink.. but it's not exactly my colour.
i'm not a pink lady.
i know i'm bias.
i like lime green.
you don't have to go on about pink.
i'm do not dislike pink.
but i don't like having to look at it whenever i blog.
i had enough seeing it everytime i rinse my mouth.
pink.
an awful glare.
{.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/17/2005 02:02:00 PM
one fine saturday raising fund for the down syndrome kids.
not only are they fun to play with..
they are unique. so super cute!
and raising funds for them is so not a chore..
if only...
*i had my mocha with hazelnut. a very very happy girl.
*i made new friends.. shirley, mun hong.
*we spent an enjoyable kuku time together.
(points at the *censored* tapes on my mouth, and shirley's eyes)
Did i say.. Singaporeans are not that all generous when it comes to street donations.
Hi, would you like to donate $$ to help the down syndrome kids?
a) a woman pulled out her umbrella and open it in ur face.
b) stare straight, ignoring you as tho they were either deaf/blind or i was invinsible and soft-spoken.
c) turn away immediately and walk another direction just to avoid you.
But there are some kind souls that amazed me.. and that brighten up my day.
this guy i asked.. he stopped, smiled, searched for his coins and said sorry.
5 minutes later..
the guy came back with shilings.. like alot. and put it in my can.
he went to the mamashop behind the library just to buy a drink so he could have shilings.
I know u must be thinking.. 'Awwww.. how sweeet. '
yepps. that's a sweetie pie. too bad he's younger than me.. muaaaaah.
{.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/15/2005 09:20:00 AM
it's funny how one can dream about being what the best in ______.
and thinks that his world has collaspe when he had leg injury.
more than that, he left to be with the world.
is nothing real anymore?
how do u do that?
how could you just fall into being with the world
just because of an injury.
I understand how painful it is.
but if everyone injured were to think of it that way.
i wouldn't be here.
what's like not having to eat chocolates, candies and everything nice?
what's like not having to wear heels?
what's like not having to wear hipster jeans?
what's like not having to eat fries, potatos, rice?
it's not that i'm not scared.
i'm fearful of what's next?
i'm only 19.
helloOoo?
but i'm at peace with myself, with God.
cuz i know he cares for me.
The Bible says: "The Lord is good, a refuge in times of trouble.
He cares for those who trust in Him." (Nahum 1:7 NIV)
I'm not self-made. I don't rule my own world.
if you do.. your saying u know what's good for you.
and if anything wrong happens, you know who to blame.
nobody but yourself.
So please don't stray.
think about it.
what's like not having friends?
friends you can count on.
Jesus is your best friend.
The only one who can give u divine help.
for it says: real help comes from God.
and it hurts the people who care for you.
Lord, teach me how to cooperate with You to increase my faith in You and YourWord. Don't let me live my life doubting Your love, Your power, or Yourprovision. Thank You that as I turn to You first in times of trouble, and putmy trust in You, I will experience the support and care that only You can give!
{.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/15/2005 12:17:00 AM
no matter how fake a person can get, she/he is real.
sudden rush of tots of how some people view other as being fake, hence not wanting to be their friends.
but seriously, no someone is able to please everyone.
moreover, when your not nice to someone
others comment that ur mean.
and when your nice, your fake.
It's good to be nice. it's awkard to be nice to someone u hardly know.
And you are like expected to be nice to new comers and stuff.
how fake?
or
how real.
Thus, i have concluded that
no matter how fake a person can get,
she/he is real to the people they really care about.
{.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/14/2005 09:36:00 AM
lemme tell you a joke..
characters: A & B.
Both A & B were supposed to meet at particular place at a particular time.
A msg B informing that A was gonna be late half an hour before.
A rush down in a cab to meet B.
A called B but to no avail when A reached destination.
A tot B was still in slumberland.
A kept calling B while at the particular place.
But still to no avail.
A tot.. wad a sleepy head. after 2 hours of missed calls still cannot wake B up.
B however was at the particular place roaming around for 2 hours.
2.5 hrs later.
B reached home, rememberg phone being left in bedroom.
B checked phone, 99 missed calls.
B felt sorry, called A.
A was on bus heading home.
Both decided to meet back at the particular place half an hour later.
had dinner at phin's. watched guess who?
THE END.
the moral of the story.. bring your phone.
{.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/13/2005 09:51:00 AM
ingredients:
2 slices of bread
1 fried egg less oil
2 pieces of apple baked ham
3 slices of tomatos
1 slice brownie
i made my own yummilicious breakfast!
whoopeee!
i feeel independently great!
even tho' my egg yolk burst and my egg didn't look half of an egg.
but i rock! i'll soon start my own dream
rachel the chef!
i know my dream will realize soon.
in 2 months time.
{.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/11/2005 06:19:00 PM
happy anniversary dear!
A little bit of talk, a little bit of smile
A little bit of fun, a little bit of laughter
Just a little old fashioned love
A little bit warmth, a little bit of wine
A little bit of dine, whatever comes after
It's all about us...oh!
only for you-code red
{.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/11/2005 05:48:00 PM
my mouthwatering brownie!
{.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/10/2005 09:26:00 PM
i made muah cheee..
yay.
but with a mix of cashew nuts.
Oh did i say.. muah chee was oily and full of sugar?
can't wait for brownies tmr.
today. worship was good. i lurve the songs. It striked me that its a personal relationship with another in order to make disciples. Christian living is a paradox. Jesus didn't promise a life free from trembles.
How akward it seems to deliberately spend time with someone u hardly know.
But little we realize that buddies we have now
are but the most time consuming relationships.
But it's no doubt, I love spending time w my buddies.
yeah.
like what chuili said, one to one lor.
so my new resolution:
I should spend more time with shalom.
God, teach me to be humble.
{.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/09/2005 08:16:00 PM
it's official.
i'm weak.
i havent been exercising for the past 4 months.
aaaaahhhh.
i swam 8 laps and i wanted to just sleep there in the pool.
my legs didn't wanna move any further.
my arms arent moving an inch either.
laziness.
this is what eats you.
{.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/09/2005 12:43:00 AM
To the one i adore..
*9 months of memories
*hugs
*balloons, fluffy, white lilly
*park walks
*naggings to take care of myself, eat well
*appreciation of me
*allowing me to be me
*rawrs!
*never complaining of how noisy i am
*geylang's soya bean curd and you tiao
*changi beach
*the book
*photos
*V*
*listening to my thoughts
*encouragements
*exercise partner
*shopaholic
*dressing up
*driving me around
*making me feel at ease even tho i
*pierce bosnan fan
*watching jude law movies
*nice eyes
*pigging out
*dancing
*u make me feel secure
*being you
you had me at hello. that's when my heart melted.
that's why i'm here.your koala.
{.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/09/2005 12:29:00 AM
howie Day|collide
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
I'm open, your closed
Where I'll follow you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find you and I collide
I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
Somehow find you and I collide
Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find you and I collide
i lurve this song.. it has a melancholy touch to it. exactly how i'm feeling now. slighty sad but hoping on a brighter side. life is what you make of it. so i'm trying to light up. no point being gloomy right?
{.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/08/2005 11:45:00 PM
BSC camp..
now you see me,
.... now you don't
And again...
it's really not my fault that they are narcissistic eh.
the water monster.. cool?
cheez
limaran and me..
{.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/05/2005 11:03:00 AM
Hassai Sashimi bento from Sun dining Restaurant at Chijmes. super yummilicious!
{.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/04/2005 11:23:00 PM
Description of my name, Rachel
Although the name Rachel creates the urge to be reliable and responsible, we emphasize that it causes procrastination, lack of confidence, and the inability to realize your goals and ambitions. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the fluid systems, and worry or mental tension.
As Rachel you are rather serious-minded, responsible, and stable. You have the gift of tact and diplomacy, and possess a charming, easy-going nature which endears you to others. You have a serious desire to understand the heart and mind of everyone, and could be very effective in a career or in volunteer work where you are handling people and serving in a humanitarian way. This name also gives you a love of home and family, and as a parent you would likely be fair and understanding.
Description of your name.. click
{.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/04/2005 11:19:00 PM
Congratulations! You are Gabrielle Solis, the
ex-model with everything she's every wanted a
rich husband, a big house and John, the
17-year-old gardener.
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{.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/04/2005 11:25:00 AM
i'm bias.
cats are not my favourite.
{.Your love is extravagant.}
@4/03/2005 12:31:00 AM
i'm confused.
so lost.
The world has become so commercialised
I can no longer sit and stare
as i see my friends wasted.
God, you are holy.
Lord, You are holy, you are holy.
You are holy, Lord.
I thank God for your courage but
Will you please save your soul..
What if one day.. you call Lord, Lord
and He no longers knows you...
satan. i abhor you. totally.
why do u have to make bible reading so difficult.
why do u have to ruin the lives of many.
why do u cause fear in my heart.
why do u even exist.
u suk.
God, in you I trust, I commit my friends to you.
Thank you for caring for each and every one of us.
You are holy.
{.Your love is extravagant.}
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