there are a few amazing people in my life.. that i will never exchange for anything else.

what love is this that embraces me, and takes away the coldness of the heart.
what love is this that turns all my bitterness to something sweet.
what love is this that forgives so that i can forgive.
what love is this that touches my heart, that knows exactly what which makes me smile, and my heart to skip a beat, and take my breath away, that i myself know not of.

examples would be the bouquet of flowers i received last year on my birthday.
i witness the whole sky of stars that sparkled like diamonds.

the unexpected.

it's funny how unexpected = having not a simplest idea can cause a worry as to what would happen or rather what would not happen.

when it comes down to asking.. what are your birthday wishes? what do you want for your birthday?

there are many things on the list like my scholarship to NYU, or a one year stay in NYC or some other country. an abundant life filled with love and bursting with joy. Relishing the fun moments with zhi, hh, cia. Yet above all, i think i want you.

whoever you are, i wish you were here with me, loving me, trusting me, caring for me and wanting me evermore and for me to love, care, hug, kiss and buy stuff for and talk to. i know you will come soon, when He has finished preparing you for me, and i for you. i hope you are you.

So for now.. my greatest wish is to be secured in His love.

{.Your love is extravagant.}




once upon a dream

{.Your love is extravagant.}




pain.

gripping pain.

shin splint.

pain.

can I still tape my shin even though I'm not on the tracks? it will look weird right?

taping is like most effective to stop the pain.

Oh wells.

{.Your love is extravagant.}




i dreamt you were leaving.. and only found out a month ahead of time.. when i happen to overheard you talking. OMG! i didn't know what to say.

and then i woke up.. good grief. it's just a dream.

i hopw it ain't no dejavu happening too soon.

{.Your love is extravagant.}