A total blessing in disguise

...all by the grace of God.

I don't have to forgo work just to go for BSC camp.

I don't have to worry about whether i would faint at work
because i can recuperate after surgery and not use the MC.

I don't have to worry about not having enough time to prepare for my interview.
Cuz i can go late for camp.

I don't have to worry about applying for leave to go for the SMU interview.
Because i'm already on leave.

I don't have to worry about whether i could go out with you.
Because I can. I'm freee.

I don't have to worry about sleeping early.
Because i can have supper even if it means just porridge.

Because I can. I can. I start work later.
muahahahaha. super overjoyed.

but now i have to worry about getting drench in the thunderous rain.
but who cares.. i'm edstatic even with pain killers.

{.Your love is extravagant.}





i like this

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i will survive. i will survive. i will survive. i mean duh. of cuz i will. what am i thinking?!
it's not that it's not gonna hurt. but it would probably hurt much. now that i'm thinking of it. my blood is rushing to my head. the op is i mean it's only half an hour, said the nurse. So i guess i should believe her. half an hour till11am. i'll be ok right?

what's there to be afriad of other than the fact that it is gonna be painful?
i hope there's tranquilizers.. plenty of them.
please don't ask me how i feel cuz the fear is probably building up so obviously.
i mean Dr. mat wouldn't make me bleed too much and halfway say he can't do it and sent me to another hospital where they do the rest.. would he?
ugh... i super scared. not that i ever like the dentist. I super dun like to go to the dentist.. and here i am., this morning.. blogging about my greatest fear. pain. agony before the pain.
till 11am... if i survive.. i'll be back.

i probably wouldn't be able to speak for 2 weeks. so dun bother calling. just text or email or tag. yepps.

any volunteers to get me pork porridge from 85 market for my lunch.. ?
where u would most probably get to eat the pork..

{.Your love is extravagant.}






this is probably the best way to pick up a guy, don't ya think so.

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{.Your love is extravagant.}




..... I'm back at the crossroads of what seem to be unfamiliar yet again.

looking back when i was at the crossroads of choosing the next path to JC or poly.

I wanted so much to be in SAJC.

I was at work when i received my posting..

I got into TP bus/mrkt/log course.

"WHAT?!" was my first reaction.

I felt really low. How could i possibly get one of my last few choices.

I went to SA to appeal right away and even appealed using tennis for entry into CJ but they just had no space. so in the first place, appealing wouldn't move the queue by an inch and i wonder why i appealed. I opt for science in all of my choices. i knew that if i had appealed into arts, i would hav a higher chance of getting in, but i just stayed put with science during the appeal. i ain't gonna do anything close to history or lit. no way.

But now, I am very much thankful for God putting me here in TP.
I'm thankful for the friends I've made.
I'm thankful for the muahahaha experience with BSC food comm.
I'm thankful for learning so much more meaning to life with the encounter at track
I'm thankful for my coaches at track.
I'm thankful for the super slacking coursemates at marketing who made life colourful
I'm thankful for having the opportunity to know more, to learn more, to be more of what i could ever imagine myself to be.
I'm thankful for the people i met who taught me how to love.
I'm thankful for having wonderful tutors, encouraging yet super fun to joke with.
I'm thankful for the struggles i've been through
I'm thankful for the many BBQ, chalets, mahjong sessions i'm invited to.
I'm thankful for the hurdles I had to cross
I'm thankful for my groupmates who taught me to cherish the bonds and not the grades
I'm thankful for my life.
I'm thankful for being what I am today.

maybe there wouldn't be so much of life if i were in JC.. who knows.

If i had a second chance to choose, I would not wanna be caught studying in a JC.

NO WAY!

{.Your love is extravagant.}




The 10 things i don't eat..

1. ikan bilis
2. fish
3. brinjour
4. mushrooms
5. cheese
6. raisins
7. grapefruit
8. insects
9. humans
10. scorpions


ever since i been to china, I got conned into eating brinjour. Their staple dish other than rice is brinjour and it's like a delicacy. They cook it with sugar & honey that it tasted like potato. super yummy. And i tot it was potato.. until the next day.. bleah.

{.Your love is extravagant.}




The highlights of Beijing..

other than the GreaT wall of China..

it's the super duper long youtiao and tou hua.



even tho' i was craving it since debrief on monday.. i got to taste one helluv it in Beijing. hahaa. rox!

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so am I. 

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wheeeee. the sheer glamour of the queens. 

{.Your love is extravagant.}




blogger cant save edits. which is ugh. go figure.
anyway, my tagboard is below. just scroll all the way down to offer some html help if you could.

for the photos, i'm still uploading. it will be up by tmr before i fly away.

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i am bored.

do u like my blog?

i cant find my tagboard.

will you help me put it together.

You Are a Rottweiler Puppy

Powerful, smart, and protective. You're eager to growl at anyone you hate - but you're a big sweetheart inside.

{.Your love is extravagant.}





after our last presentation.. strategic marketing. the babes rocks!


the towkay hunk of the year goes to.. gabwei!


thank you qiuying! for the numerous merc cabs trips, accompany me to ikea altho i know u were tired. thank you for these photos too. It was soooo terribly fun working with you. I know u 'sou ku' le after all the harrassment from gabbbbby. muaha. thank God for my sister? haha. thank you babe! muacks!


do u like see 2 fishes missing from the ocean?


clara


groupies with mr jeffrey ho ho ho. he's wearing this super nice shirt. i lurrrve it.


After all that waiting for further photossss..


me and jiawen, my junior year sem 2 project group!

SAKAE


After all that, it's obviously foodie time.


firstly, let me introduce the extremely hungry people.. towkay, dory, leeyen


oooooh


how about this? no?


do we look like family? eeek


what about them?

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Hi everyone, i'm fishy junior!
I was born on the 11th of march, that makes me 3 years old today! wheeeee!

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i want the oscars pack!!!!!

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happy birthday cailian! hope u enjoyed yourself at the parteee. now now, please tell me your wish so i can rub the genie meanie.

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finding love?

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walking back the path of memories


for entre, we conducted a field trip. Imagine 2 kukus counting the number of available parking slots during the whee hours of the night.


At the school library at 8pm, we see towkay falling asleep while thinking.


Gab-field acting like ________, the eediot.


after leaving qiuying behind, we have decided to keep her close. "qiuying"


guess who's the next in line for the 'best acting like an idiot' contest..


we thank Mr. Philip Siow for marketing intelligence & giving out the awards.


Next, the colours awards goes to.... the GRoupiEs!!


Thank you, lee yen! for the wonderous moments. The orange-carrot orders with chef's salad and eggs. You have been a plesant babe to work with. don't so blur blur hor!hopefully, we'll be able to get into SMU together. teehee* reindeer!


then we celbrated qiu ying's bday with a chocolate cake. looks like she's really irritated with the eediotic guys?


kuku dory! funny you, always asking me to scold you in chinese. gosh. because of you, we had a 'eileen man tun tun' day! it was fun working with you, rich bit*h.

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left with one last presentation and school's over for me!! wheeee.
tmr can parteee. first, i'm gonna wat at sakae, then ktv with groupies, and the list goes on.

on monday, i was dreading for this whole week to start. Cuz it's the massive chiongster presentation week. But time waits for no man.

Before you know it, its already thursday! strategic marketing presentation left and its total freedom.

there wouldn't be the rushing of projects, the sharing of cabs with qiuying everyday after school, the boring lectures, the funny jokes of mr. jeff ho, the 'shit, i'm late, take cab' sydrome, the design western food.

i'm starting to totally miss it already.
Moreover, freedoms means no more allowances already. Hopefully, i'll get a space at SMU or else i guess i'll have to force myself to grow up.

let me sleeeep to freedom.

{.Your love is extravagant.}




I think my vocab has shrunken to just these few words.

tired.
fatigue.
weary.
jaded.
narcoleptic.
consumed.
drained.
enervated.
fagged.
pooped.
worned out.

{.Your love is extravagant.}




First and foremost,
happy birthday qiuying!


been packed stiff with project submissions up and running, supposed to stay home to rest today due to the big MC. how to? instead, i suffered at the hands of diahorrea. poor me!

my printer hanged when i most needed it this morning. ugh. end up late for Dr. Tan's class. He didn't scream, thank God. He commented that my "dressing very ragang, very Hilary Swank." Then i was like "huh?"
So was that like a compliment or waaad?

someone please restore the life in me.
God give me strength.

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