spring has arrive!

the perfect weather.

cool breeze in your face
the sun shine brightly
giving you a warmth sense of tingle.

such a good day to head to the beach ay.

so much so it feels i'm on holiday.

ooooh. so near but yet it seems so far, i need to feel the urgency to study for my monday paper.
and to kill two birds with one stone.. i headed to king's park to study. hahaha. shioks right?


super uber shioks! =)

i think ah.. i'm like having some tumour in my stomach or something, when i eat my meals proper with fruits and veg, i get gastric. so weird.

went supre with stace today! yay. i like stace. stace rocks my socks. we spent like more time traveling than shopping la.

my new favourite earwaxx is hillsongs faithful - more than and chosen as mine.

it can't get better than that.

i love today. a brand new day for a brand new me. not looking back anymore for i shan't limit what amazing things You are going to do in my life. thank You for hearing me out, for reminding me that You are just so close to me even though during this time, i can't feel it. thank You for putting people around me to remind me of Your amzing love, and that every tear i cry in the valley is precious in Your sight. i bet the pain i'm feeling, You are feeling it so much more. You are great, truly. nothing beats having You. thank You for loving me still.

{.Your love is extravagant.}




There are only two feelings.
Love and fear.
There are only two languages.
Love and fear.
There are only two activities.
Love and fear.
There are only two motives,
two procedures, two frameworks,
two results.
Love and fear.
Love and fear.

Without love, fear exists.
a source of love has failed, fear inevitably increases inside.
so deeply grinded that everynight
is a nightmare just waiting to happen.
such fear i want not
i really need that perfect love.
perfect love that drives out all fear.
never again will i harbour such thoughts.
never again will i have such troubled sleep
every morning is a great awakening
to the bright sunlights
that reminds me of a brand new day
despite the dark rings, nightless sleep
it's gonna be a good day.
a beautiful one indeed
just because He made it specially for me.

sweet dreams till sunbeams find you.

{.Your love is extravagant.}






{.Your love is extravagant.}




if you think you had a bad day at work or you are dreading your mondays.
try looking on the bright side for you never know that you are already on the greener side of life.

check this out. www.worst-jobs.com

well, i've had a rather full day. i ate till i was so full. i had authentic malay nasi bryani and dou huey at spencer's village and i ate my well loved scone. =) Spencer's village makes you wanna order and order and order more more but the serving is huge while my stomach is mini.
it's really bad to eat too much cause it makes you sleepy.

today feels like summer that i'm being roasted in the car under the aluminium shield. what a splendid day to go for a swim in the shark infested cottlesloe, but no thanks to the sharks for making me freak out. alrighty.. head to the roads for a run!!!

In the quiet, in the stillness
I know that You are God
In the secret of Your presence
I know there I am
restored..

{.Your love is extravagant.}




aiyo! i'm so tired.

i can't recall what i did that made me so shack. been eating dates and cranberries. went bowling and learnt kick boxing. bowling made my left ribs hurt and my right thumb blueblack. been doing project like crazy that i havent been on schedule for studying. rah.

yesterday i was elated cause i saw the nicest sunset, the one with the paddlepop sky at scarborough beach, and i had claypot chicken rice at spencer's village. It was the nearest to feel like home. even though it was kinda bland but i guess i was too excited to worry about that. haha. then i had tao huey juice and prawn crackers.

and i got 1 new CD to listen to.. hillsongs for this cause. yay!

the weather is so nice to sleep in, it makes my room too cosy to be awake studying. It's still winter and it's raining. i wanna sleeeeep..

oh yah, just handed in my china paper. i'm so glad one assignment is down, 7 more to go.

Everyday you pick youself up and say today i'm not gonna shed a tear, i'm gonna be strong today. And you pray for strength to go on, boldness to live by faith, and joy to fill you within.

{.Your love is extravagant.}




moments of dismay
seasons of grief
uncovered with stillness of joy
in a love worth giving.

melchanholy days grow weary
as the puddle i jump into sinks deeper
the harder it takes to breathe
the higher the waves climb over me.

all drenched that no one could tell
i stood since that day in tears
every moment i surrender
acknowledging your wild heart.

the adventures you dream of
to save the damsel in distress
the element of fear in the excitement
the wanderer life of a boy.

flashes of a dance in the moonlight
the preparation for the picnic by swan river in spring
the unpleasant memories erased and unfound
the days i look forward to disappears.

my mind, a whirlpool
the world, numbness
nothing spoken.
nothing eaten.
nothing done.

if only i knew it was the last..
i wouldn't have washed the yogurt stains on my tee
the linger of your scent
i wouldn't have left to hear you say those words to me.

the money saved for your big day
has gone to waste
the hasty move on delighting you
is nothing but a bucket of tears spilled.

the loudness of adrenalin
shuts myself out into reality
that i could only seem to miss
that which used to melt my heart in a happy way.

{.Your love is extravagant.}






my mighty cup!!

bought it yesterday at koorong.

it reads "This is the day the Lord has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it. Psalm 118:24

I call it the mighty cup cause it can hold my fruitloops! and i'm listening to mighty to save.. heex.
i miss you.

{.Your love is extravagant.}




What is the opposite of two? A lonely me, a lonely you. ~Richard Wilbur

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. ~Author Unknown

To die and part is a less evil; but to part and live, there, there is the torment. ~George Lansdowne

The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. ~Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

Have you ever been hurt and the place tries to heal a bit, and you just pull the scar off of it over and over again. ~Rosa Parks

If we must part forever,
Give me but one kind word to think upon,
And please myself with, while my heart's breaking.
~Thomas Otway

we part to meet again someday. someday.

{.Your love is extravagant.}





there was the st cat's ball just friday, a week ago. everyone was grand and nicely dolled up. there were the DJs, photoshoot guys, dance floor, ambience of Fraser's at King's park, nicely decorated with candles and shiny silver stars all over, had beef steak for dinner. a 4 course meal.

Here are the pics...


the tram ride to fraser from cats


on the tram.. and yes, lydia's flash is super bright.







the erm.. orchestra


candles on table 1. yepp. we're on table 1


check out the candles la.. super nice right?


check out the name thingy..


at Fraser's restaurant


jerline and i


white wine


the appetizer! prawny prawny!


the foursome..


cheeky babes


where's that grin?


playful


sweeeeeets*


hahaha..


if you haven't realize, the camera is actually sitting on my champagne glass. haha.


my yummy main course.. beef steak with red wine sauce

after dinner, went around taking more more photos..

ming, my computer wizard..


cheryl, me, sarah


sathia and her fiance and i.


audrey & i. bad eye bags..

then came dessert,

dessert

by then, i had already drank quite a few glasses of champagne. wheeeeeee!

out in the cold.. right outside fraser's which is the top of king's park at 10ishPM in winter.. the circle light there is the moon, i realize from this picture that scenery during the night is always one of the nicest however, it's usually may for the eyes and not the camera.




finale

time to let your hair down and dance to the music..

{.Your love is extravagant.}




the start of something new.

as the chapter ends, i close the book, tie a bow around it and secure it with the lock. place it in the secret locker and in my heart, i feel it's the start of something new.

somehow the pages of the book falls out and causes me to read it again.

I know that something has changed. Probably a change for the better. He told me some new reasons, I know there are more, but i choose to rest the case. He enlightens me with new mercies in the morning.

Each time i pluck up enough courage to move, the first few steps i take goes smooth, but everytime i say i'm ready to rest in Your stillness.

I fall yet again as i read the book once more.

ever yet felt like you never needed anyone to talk to?
or rather you felt like you never wanna talk anymore?
ever yet felt like you never needed anyone who understands how you feel?
ever yet felt like you just wanted to be alone from everyone including Him?
ever yet felt like all your dreams shattered that even Peter Pan couldn't help you?
ever yet felt you never wanna think anymore?
or rather you felt like you should have brain cancer or brain tumour so you could stop reliving the whole season, all the happy memories, all the things you were looking forward to?

Defintely times of refreshing that i'm looking forward to.
the day when there are no more tears to cry
the day when i'm filled with wholesome joy
the day when i find my dance partner
the day when I can rest in Your stillness

but.. healing's a journey. a journey indeed.

{.Your love is extravagant.}




HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN!


justin's birthday surprise right outside church! His cake in the form of the many muffins by brumby's.


a muffiny picture..

updates.. i'm the birthday IC for cell this semester, so if ya have any ideas.. please contribute to the birthday brainy fund.

{.Your love is extravagant.}






{.Your love is extravagant.}






{.Your love is extravagant.}




So we've already established the fact that
things are gonna be different in the future baby.
And you've reiterated the fact that you don't
want to get into something that's just gonna have to end later.
Now I know our lives are changing and I've seen
it coming for a while too, don't get me wrong.
And I've been going outta town baby it's gonna happen more,
we gotta be strong but now

While I'm gone
Just be a fly on the wall
You know
I'm thinking about you

Just wait and see
You gotta hear what I say
I'm in love with you
I'm not so far away

I know you gotta go to university and I'm just trying to make some cash to follow my dreams.
But please don't say we're too busy to give each other the time and support we need
I know we gotta work our jobs and make some money to get by in this expensive world.
Don't let that overtake the fact that before all that, you were still my girl.

Someday, someday
I'll know that you love me
Someday, someday
Sorry that I'm leaving
Someday, someday
I will be here babe
Someday, someday
I will be the one, babe

Someday, someday
I'll know that you love me
Someday, someday
I just need you here with me
Don't have to try
Love will take us there babe
Someday, someday
I will be the one babe

Someday, someday
Look towards the sky babe
Someday, Someday
There's no need to cry babe
I know that you're always what I want babe
I will be the one babe
Someday,
I will be the one babe
Someday,
I just need you here with me

{.Your love is extravagant.}





my first parcel received!!!

{.Your love is extravagant.}





life is not a bed of roses. if it was, it only last for a moment.

{.Your love is extravagant.}

and if ya wondering, my kneee's getting better. haha. now i can walk and bend slightly. yepps! =)i won't say how it got injured, cuz you won't wanna know.

added: photos

the sandy beach






blue blue


grin* she sell seashells by the seashore.


the mighty wind blew the clouds over and covered up the sun.


playing with the sand..


wheeeeeeeeee...


looks like the great big pirates of the carribean are coming... RUN FOR YOUR LIVES!!!



behind every dark cloud, there is a way and lights to guide you home.


sunset.. and it's only 6ish.

{.Your love is extravagant.}





i misssssss supperrr with you & cowssss!

{.Your love is extravagant.}




friday seem so long ago. haha. but it's just yesterday.

i had a fun-filled week! had cell yst, and just thinking back, cell is always so challenging in a way but yet makes me very excited to go for cell! Nothing beats it la, i won't skip it even for a million bucks.

quite a number close to me in perth are kinda sick.. frightening somehow, just a few hours ago, you were fine, but now you're lying on the hospital bed with acute chest pains and the doctor says your having chest infection.

just the other day were at freo having fun, and now your on medication for your gout. it's scary but yet it proves that everything is real. I don't live in a dream but a miracle.

i believe you will be alive and well because He lives in you. just live the faith, miracles do happen!

On another thing totally, it's winter!!! YAY! i mean, ya it has been winter for the past 2-3 weeks already. but the weather these few days are like super shiok, although it eats me up of my energy, but it's great la! lurve it. the trees are bare, the skies look like they're photoshopped, magnificent.. woohoo!

u know i crave for hello panda.. haha. and yes, i bought it finally, at a much cheaper rate. extremely happy! =)

everyday is a brand new day! a brand new opportunity to live a life worthy. a brand new song i sing to bring You praise! a brand new chance for Your mercies are new every morning! living the miracle, living simply!

soooo going to cottlesloe to jog this day, and to admire the sunset, and to just enjoy Your presence. great! totally looking forward to it! shine on me, the sun i mean. keep shining! =)

{.Your love is extravagant.}





the making of a millionnaire world famous banker.. whahaha.

{.Your love is extravagant.}





nandos

{.Your love is extravagant.}